Secrets Unfold Into Pain (A Sansby Story)

night terrors and memorys

(Before this chapter starts i want to give a shoutout to my friend Akarshasenpai she is vary sweet and kind and she is working on a really good book so go check her out and on with the story)

Sans pov:

I was in the lab watching in horror as my brother was thrown. left and right up and down

"stop! STOP! YOUR GOING TO KILL HIM!" I cry out

"Oh please, Give me some credit. I know exactly how much punishment he can take. I know how hard to make each strike, right down to the number. He is in no danger of death. This is merely a demonstration~" he purred. after a few more hits he stopped.

"I think I got my point across. Now will you think twice before using blue magic on me?"he asked

"YES! YES! JUST PLEASE STOP PLEASE!!" I begged he just paused "...Did You Here That 2p?" He said smirking. Brother tried saying something but he broke his jaw in half everything was broken or cracked it was a horrifying. Almost sickening..

I woke up in my bed scared and sigh as I calm down. "it was just a dream.. papyrus is ok, sans..I don't have to see him.." I thought relieved. I look around and im in a black void. "Ugh scratch that apparently." And I sigh in annoyance. "Sans. . . Hph." I heard my brothers voice echo I turn to see him and he looked mad.

"Hey..p-pap? what with the fa-" "You really are a disappointment." He cut me. Off "W-..what?" I asked shocked

"You are so useless... I can never rely of you for anything...not even when I needed you the most... heh. I guess I shouldn't expect something from nothing."those words struck my soul like knives. Out of all the people I wouldn't have thought I would hear it from him...

"P- papyrus..I-" "Whatever." He cuts me off again. "Your not worth my time." He told me"P-pap" I try to say choking back tears. As he was walking away I saw frisk in front of him and I saw a knife in their hand and I gasp.

"PAPYRUS, NO!-" I yelled after him but got cut off as his head got cut off and he dusted in front of me

"Oh god no! Nonononono- please no!-" not again..not again, Not again, Not Again, Not Again!" I repeat in horror

I heard voices yelling at me. Saying that I could have done something..That I could have saved him, But I just stood there..That I WAS useless...after all.

I scream trying to drown the voices out. crying on the floor holding my head hoping to block them out
All of the voices calm down and I just sit on the floor in silence and cry
"It's your fault." I hear in papyrus' voice. Before I could react my head was cut off I scream waking up having a panic attack

Papyrus's pov:

I here a loud scream come from sans's room and I immediately bolt up out of my bed in worry and run twords sans' room. "S-sans!?" I call out but I don't get a respond

"Sans!" I yell, slamming his door open. "Sans! are you all!-" I started but I see sans having a panic attack.

"BROTHER!" I run to his side cupping his face tearing up at the sight "S-sans, what's wrong! What happened! Come on look at me! Say something, Please!..Sans!" I yell one last time trying to get a response. She slowly stops hyperventilating and lets one word out "P-..papyrus?" He asked looking up at me.

"Brother!" I say relieved. "what happened?" I asked in a worried tone. He says nothing but reaches for my face and wipes away my tears I didn't know I had. "Oh my god!" He says relieved as he pulls me down and hugs me tightly. It felt as if he thinks something will happen to me if he lets go. He starts crying into my shoulder like the last time he had a nightmare..

"Shh shhh its ok..im here, Brother, im here" I sooth him Im really starting to worry about him. I just want him to be ok

"Thank god.." I here him say as he stops crying but still teary socketed. "Brother..are you ok?" I ask as he calms down a little

"Y-yeah..yeah, Im fine bro." I know he's lying...It makes me feel like he thinks I'm stupid. I can tell when he lies. It's obvious. I want to help him but he won't talk to me..does he not trust me..? did i do something to make him not trusts me..? Maybe grillby can help...he seems to trust him with his dreams more then me..

"Brother ill be right back, ok?" I tell him. "No...please don't leave..." He says clinging onto me slightly tighter.b"Ill be right back brother, I promise." I reassure him and he sighs "ok.." I go and grab my phone and I call grillby. He's the only other one sans trusts with his feelings..

I believe I know what the dream was. It was probably about a genocide run or something along those lines. He probably doesn't want to worry me. He always puts my happiness first before his.. That's how good of a brother he is..but I hate it. I hate how he acts like he doesn't deserve anyone to care about him..I hate how he shuts me out..I just want to help..