Secrets Unfold Into Pain (A Sansby Story)

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~Grillby' pov~

I was asleep in my house when my phone started ringing I slowly make my way to my phone and I answer

"Hello?" I say in a groggy voice wiping the tiredness from my eyes "grillby its papyrus. Sans had another nightmare and it's a pretty bad one..he won't tell me what happened but..he might tell you.." He says in a worried and sad tone "again?..do you know what it was about..?" I asked worried for the little skeleton

"I don't know for sure..I know he had a nightmare but he won't tell me what..can you come over here?" He asked "of course. ill be there as fast as I can." I tell him I hang up the phone and quickly get dressed fix my flames and rush out the door grabbing my keys and drive over. I make it in around 5minuts and I ring the doorbell waiting.

~Sans pov~

As I was cuddling into papyrus I heard the doorbell ring "he's here, Ill be right back brother." He said about to get up and that moment of him walking away appear need in my head "No! Don't!" I beg latching onto him for dear life. I'm not letting it happen again I can't! I can't! I can't!

"I will be right back brother..." He reassured me and I look up at him with pleading sockets. And he sighed "Here.." He picks me up and carried me to the front door he opens the door to reveal a slightly panicking grillby

"sans, are you ok, what's wrong?" He asked asked cupping my face "I-im fine grill. Why are you h-here?" I ask my voice pausing as I try not to let any tears fall.

Paps sat me down on the couch to talk to grillby. I tried to get him to stay but it didn't work. They were out of ear range but to where I can still see them so that helped a little I guess..Fuck im pathetic I think face palming.

~Grillbz pov~

"Papyrus, What happened to sans?" I asked my voice filled with worry "I dont really know I was asleep when I heard sans scream I went to calm him down but when I went in he was having a panic attack and his eye was glowing. It was a nightmare I know that much. It was probably about-.." He was about to speak but he stopped

"a genocide run?.."I ask and he looked surprised " Yeah.." pauses for while before shaking his head "I tried to calm him down a little but when I did he just looked up at me went up to my skull and just touched my face, and just bursted out crying and clinging onto me as if something will happen if he lets go.. that's what made me think it was about genocide.." He explains

"I-..im worried grillby he's been like this for a while and it's worrying me a lot..things have gotten better but he's getting more and more on edge.." Papyrus said his voice trialing off As i take all of this in.

"Lets both try to talk to him. He feels safe and comfortable when talking with me and or you. And I feel like he would feel better with both of us with him." I suggested and he agreed. "I'll get him some stuff and you take him up to his room. I'll meet you two up there." He said and I nod

I walk up to sans seeing him thinking with his pinpricks gone, Still scared. I pick him up and walk up to his room and he starts struggling trying to get out of my grip.

"No! I want paps! W-wheres paps! is he ok? I gotta save him! I-I!-" "Shhhh shhhh. sans he's ok...hes coming up soon ok?" I cut him off calming him down "..o-..ok.."He answered sniffling. I walk into his room and sit on his bed. Just holding him and humming to calm him down.

Papyrus knocks on the door and opens it. With him he has a bottle of ketchup, a box of tissues, and gloves?  Why gloves?

He set all the things down and looked at me "grillby do you mind looking away?" Pap asked and I shook my head no and looked away "you forgot your gloves in my room, Here." Pap Said "o-oh.. Thanks paps.." Sans thanked "ok, you can look." Sans said and I did and he had his gloves on. What's with that? pap has his on too. Pap wipes sans face with the tissues and gave him the bottle of ketchup.

"Do you want to talk about your nightmare? We're here for you, You're ok." I said and after a while he decided to talk "It was a two in one dream." He said taking a swig of ketchup

"..The first one was about-..." Sans stopped and glanced at his hand. I didn't get it, but papyrus looked like he immediately understood and gave an understanding and reassuring look.

"The second one. Pap was mad at me. And h-he said that... I wasn't worth his time and that he shouldn't have expected something from... Nothing... Before his head got cut off by frisk.. And then.. They went after me.. but..the last thing I heard was..'this is your fault'..in paps voice..I-i don't want another genocide! I cant stand seeing all of you die again. Y-your dust everywhere. Blowing in the wind. The kid covered in all of it smiling. As I find p-paps scarf. I don't think I could take it...not again.. I know that you come back! I know that you'll be ok! but what if they doesn't reset!? What if they erases this world and Im left alone like error and geno!" He said as he curls up and holding his head. His eye glowing a deep blue.

Pap hugged sans and his eyes glowed orange. And I hug him too. "It's going to be ok. We're here. And we're safe. We're going to be fine.."pap said petting sans skull

God, he has had to been bottling this up for so long. I can't imagine what it would feel like it be in his place.. papyrus goes through this too..how is he so cheerful..?

"I-its my fault ...I could have stoped them but I just... I just sit by not doing anything because im to scared. We can't change what the computer does and And because of me all of you killed.... And even if I do.. The kid will just reset and reset till she gets you... " He said. I stay silent baffled by his words

"I-im sorry..that I haven' shouldn't be here. Making all of you guys worry about me. I don't matter.. all I ever did was get you guys hurt." He says his eyes showing no emotion but his voice does more at this point. Im mad at him but mostly hurt for him thinking this of himself...but im pissed at frisk for making him feel this way. I grab his shoulders and force him to look at me.

"sans. its not your fault. its frisk's. don't you EVER say or think that its your fault. and that you don't matter. you will always matter to me. and to papyrus. no matter what! and don't worry, we will get though this. but if you ever need help you have me, papyrus, and all the other sanses, ok?"

"Exactly. Brother, do you remember what I told you..When you were talking about my scar?..when we were..there." Said paps. "..Yeah..." He said his voice barely heard. "That's still true. We're here together, We're in this together. And now we have grillby to help us is some ways too! Yourr not alone anymore. You never were. We're here for you." Said paps

He just looks up at us with grateful eyes and tears in his sockets and grabs us and hugs us as tight as he can "Thank you both...for everything..." He thanks us "No problem sans." I tell him

I lean on the wall with sans in the middle of me and pap and soon they both fall asleep snoring peacefully. I quietly get up and lay them down put a blanket on them. And leave the house driving back home.

(Hope you enjoyed this chapter and i will see you next update bye!)