Never easy to love you (Completed)

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Gulf's POV

"Baby I like this. Bilhin ko ha?" Okay hindi siya sumasagot.. add to cart..

Actually ako lang ang gising. Palaging mahimbing tulog ni Mew after we make love. Sa amin dalawa,siya palagi ang mas pagod kasi palaging performance level kaya palaging bagsak after.

Heto ako nagsha-shopping online. Nagpapaalam naman ako kahit alam kong hindi siya sasagot.

May nakita akong bagong style ng sapatos. I need to buy this. Kahit ibenta ko pa kidney ko bibilhin ko to. Medyo mahal siya kaya magpapaalam talaga ako baka magulat siya sa bill niya.

Kinakalabit ko ngayon si Mew. Kailangan mo magising Mew.

"Babe wake up, look at these.. c'mon you need to see this".

"Just buy it. I want to sleep more" Hindi niya man lang tiningnan. Ikinulong niya lang ako sa mga yakap niya.

"Basta you said yes ha?" Okay add to cart ulit. "Kaya mahal na mahal kita eh". Naramdaman ko naman na biglang humigpit yakap niya.

"But you need to cancel your plan on Sat in exchange for that" Halatang bagong gising yung boses ni Mew.

"Why babe? Anong gagawin ko dito? Hindi ka naman dito matutulog.. I cancel ko na nga lang tong order ko."

"No baby change of plans,and you are not planning to leave your hubby alone here right" Seryosong nagsasalita si Mew kahit nakapikit.

Mew has something in him that will make you obey all his orders.

"What if you join us babe?"

"We're celebrating our monthsary again with them?"

" Nang nagplano kayo ni coo ng overnight,hindi mo man lang ako inisip?!"

"Nakalimutan ko talaga baby,but I cancelled it right away"

"Okay, I'll reschedule our drinking sesh too.. for the sake of my new shoes"

Natawa na lang si Mew.

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Mew's POV

I'm happy with how he is right now.
Nagbabalik yung dating possessive and spoiled baby ko.

I throw a glance at him. He is busy shopping online and I can see how happy he is on what he is doing. I have no job yet, but I have stocks and savings so I just allow him to buy anything he wants. I can support him forever.

He is so handsome. Siya yung tipong mukang magpapaiyak ng ilang mga babae.  But he chose me. He chose to be with a gay like me. If you think he is lucky,I am telling you I am luckier. His love for me is very sincere. I am aware that he loves me so much.

Pinilit ko din bumangon kahit inaantok.

"Baby hindi ka ba matutulog?madaling araw na..may pasok pa tayo tomorrow."

"I can't sleep,can you hug me until I fall asleep"

"My pleasure baby, come here." He loves it when I'm playing with his hair"

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Gulf's POV

Grabe yung antok ko,ilang oras lang tulog ko.

I posted a a rare selfie on my IG.
Caption: So sleepy 😴

Maya-maya pa may dumating na iced black coffee sa classroom namin. Ganun ka sweet boyfriend ko.

I texted him.

" Got the sweetest hubby ever. I love you babe.Thanks for this'

Mew: I love you too. But why are you thanking me?

"Because you sent me coffee here right after I posted"

Mew: Where are you? It's not from me. Paakyat pa lang ako ng building niyo.

Kung hindi kay Mew galing to. Ang lakas talaga ng loob niya.

Maya-maya pa nakita ko na si Mew may hawak rin na iced coffee.

Lumapit ako agad sa kanya.

"Babe someone just send it here. I don't know who"

"I think baby you have a clue but you're still in denial"

Tinapon ko agad yung pinadala sakin kanina and I grabbed the coffee from him.

"I'll always pick you."

"Talk to him now. He is your friend. Don't make me approach him first..You won't like it"

He kissed me and left.

Napabuntong-hininga na lang ako. Matagal ko na nahahalata pero sa isip ko pinipilit ko pa rin na mali lang ako. Pero ng nakaraan lang naconfirm ko, may gusto nga talaga siya sa akin.

I texted him.

"Bro rooftop right now. Pwede ka?"

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"Now tell me,this is from you right?"

"Yes. I just want to give you that. Bumibili din kasi ako kanina when i saw your post"

"You're not lying right?" Paninigurado ko pa sa matalik kong kaibigan na si Luke.

"Okay I lied. I bought it when I saw your post and I'm just really concerned."

"And you know my babe will buy the same thing for me right so you don't need to do it.. Tayo lang dito Luke, now tell me tama ba iniisip ko sayo"

Matagal ko na to nahahalata. Pati si Godt pinagsasabihan din ako na diretsuhin ko na si Luke. Matagal ko na siyang kaibigan ko kaya ayaw ko masira kami dahil dito. Kaya mas madalas kasama ko si Godt lately o kaya naman kung kasama si Luke kasama din dapat si Godt. Naconfirm ko to ng uminom kami. Kaibigan lang ba talaga tingin niya sa akin? Bakit ang dami kong picture sa bed side table niya? Bakit pati sa loob pa ng cabinet meron siyang picture namin ng highschool na nakaframe pa.

"Is it wrong to like you? May ginawa ba kong masama sayo? Sinira ko ba kayo? Diba tahimik lang naman ako na nagkakagusto sayo"

He started crying. Sh*t.

"Bro stop crying. You're my friend okay? And I can never return your feelings for me"

"I know, I know Gulf. That's why I'm keeping it for myself and don't worry I'm really trying to control this..but I still need you as a friend"

"I will still be your friend okay?" Nagfist bump lang siya sa akin at umalis.

Nakahinga din sa wakas.

I texted babe.

"I talked to him already and made sure that he will understand that I will never like him the way I like you"

Mew: good job baby. You deserve a reward. How about, Me?

"Kinda felt guilty though, I know he will really be sad about this.."

Mew: tama lang ginawa mo. Gusto mo ba ako na lang maging sad?

"Of course not babe"

Mew: Let's talk about this later baby. I love you.