She was his prisoner and the toxicity surrounding their relationship put a strain on her mental health. No matter how much she wanted to leave him Grimmjow wouldn't allow it.
He got angry and would scream and break objects in the house scaring her to death and she knew he could have easily hurt her if he wanted to.
Sobbing as she hugged herself on her knees she threw her phone across the wall and screamed out of frustration. "I hate you!"
She knew she should have listen to her friends and family years ago when they told her Grimmjow was bad news, but her young and immature mind felt different.
It's been difficult as she had to pay off student loans and provide for the both of them and half the time she didn't know where he was anymore.
They both were intoxicated about each other no matter how bad things got in their relationship no one ever left, but they left scars towards each other.
Grimmjow happened to come home when he heard her yell in the bedroom, he wanted to fix their strained relationship by bringing good news to her for once. He was hired as a personal body guard to one of Japan most wealthiest celebrities.
"I hate him so much." She says picking up her phone and slamming the bathroom door to freshen up for the night.
He was conflicted if he was going to throw a tantrum and get angry or leave it be for the night, but he wanted to fix things so he chose to ignore her statement and pretend he didn't hear nothing.
(Your Name) was paying all the bills for the last few months after Grimmjow got fired from his last job for beating the shit out of someone, the dude had to be hospitalized.
"Hey." He says roughly as she opened the bathroom door surprised to see him home early.
"You're home early?"
"Tch. I live here too."
"Yeah well whose paying the bills right now? At least let me know where you go half the time." She bit back at him and plopped onto the bed leaning on her elbow.
"Don't start this shit right now." He says pulling his shirt off to get ready for a shower.
"Whatever."
That night after hearing the good news of Grimmjow getting a job again they didn't sleep much. There was a lot of cries and moans rather then words of encouragement.
(Your Name) wanted to be a normal couple for once but she was already broken she didn't know how to express her emotions anymore.
As he fell asleep she laid awake besides him under protection of his arms. The negative thoughts crept in her mind.
He was going to be a body guard to rich celebrities and it lower her self esteem.
It wouldn't surprise her if she found him in bed with one of them; after all she's caught him with other women a few times.
She scoffed why were they like this? They acted like children but they were already in their late 20s acting like high school kids in a relationship.
"Can't sleep?" He asks her with his eyes still closed.
"I'm okay."
"Stop I know something is wrong. You didn't even tell me congrats about my new job... you just kissed me and we had sex."
(Your Name) shivered at his touch because he was rubbing her arms lightly as if he was trying to comfort her discomfort. She was a little weird out by his actions the whole night. He was rarely ever gentle.
