WHAT IN THE FUCK WAS MY GRADE 7 SELF THINKING WHILE WRITING THIS BULLSHIT, HOLY PLEASE DO NOT READ UNLESS YOU WANT TO CRINGE BADLY💔💔💔💔
WARNING
⚠ABUSE⚠
⚠SELF HARM⚠
y: WILL YOU SHUT UP, I DIDN'T KNOW I WAS GETTING MARRIED TO YOU AS WELL IF I KNEW I WOULD HAVE NEVER MARRIED YOU.
I went silent. it was quite for a long time I just sat on my couch and passed out....
end of pov
y/n's pov
I yelled at him he went silent I sat on his bed and got on my phone a few minutes later Isaw mattia passed out on his couch. it was about 11:50, I was missing bunbun a lot, there was a knock on his door I open the door and see mattias mom holding bunbun.
mm: hi dear, have you not changed yet.
y: hi, umm and yes I was about too.
mm: oh nice and your parents said that your couldn't live without this little bud so we got him and your belongings.
y: thank you so much.
mm: here take him.
I take bunbun out of her hands. she leaves my belongings in mattias room also bunbuns cage.
put him in his cage he knows he's gonna be there for the night.
I go in mattias bathroom too change. I lift up my dress and see some old cuts which brought back old memories, at this point I was crying. I wipe my tears and change into this.
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I washed my face and brushed my teeth. I walk in the room and see mattia still on the couch and bunbun sleeping in his cage. I didn't feel like sleeping so I got my skate broad and slowly open mattias back door I skated to the park. I was just hanging out just until I felt someone behind me. I look and see mattia.
oof this bitch followed me to ruin my night thoughts on how to kill myself.
m: what are you doing here?! he asked my in a anger tone.
why tf anger though.
y: why do you care.
m: come on get up.
y: no.
m: get up or i'll hurt you.
y: go ahead.
he grabbed my wrist .
m: come on let's go.
y: no.
m: GET UP.
y: gEt uP. I said mocking him.
m: get up rn.
y: I said no.
m: fine then stay here and be the loser you are. he said fake smiling
y: don't worry i'll stay here all night. I said back with the same attitude.
he let go of my wrist and left.
honestly I was wanted to go back but only for bunbun.
I slowly started closing my eyes and fell asleep on the slide.
end of pov
mattias pov
I woke up by the sound of my back door closing I look around the room and see a bunny it was probably y/n's. by the thought of her where is she? I think it was her that left but where? its 12:08 am where could she go? the park?
I walk to the park and see her sitting on a swing I go behind her. she turns and looks at me.
for some reason I was mad that she left idek why.
m: what are you doing here?! I asked in a anger tone
y: why do you care. she said
m: come on get up.
y: no.
m: get up or i'll hurt you.
y: go ahead.
I grabbed her wrist
m: come on let's go.
y: no.
m: GET UP.
y: gEt uP. she said mocking me
m: get up rn.
y: I said no.
ugh she's so annoying
m: fine then stay here and be the loser you are. I said fake smiling
y: don't worry i'll stay here all night. she said with the same energy
I let go of her wrist and left I didn't leave though. ik she was gonna be tired and fall asleep. 20 minutes of waiting behind a tree. she finally fell asleep on the slide. I slowly walk up to her and pick her up she was light asf unlike cynthia she is heavy mattia stop don't badmouth cynthia she's your girlfriend, y/n didn't even walk up she buried her face into my neck. she had her thighs wrapped around my waist and arms around my chest. I walked back home. and put her in bed. I got in bed too and fell asleep.
