Following the life of a trans kid named Lawrence jauregui who is 15 years old
(Lauren jauregui)
Camila Cabello is a famous youtuber also 15 years old and Lawrence watches her videos every day
I wake up to an alarm, I whine and hide in Lawrence's neck wrapping my arms tightly around him, he turns the alarm off and groans.
"We've gotta get up" she said, I look at him
"Damn your morning voice is sexy" I say, he looks at me and I blush
"I didn't mean to say that out loud" I say, he laughs and I rolls me on my back and gets on top of me, I smile and he stretched.
"Come on, actually I'm gonna shower and get ready...then you can" he said, I nod
"Sounds like a good plan...take as long as you like" I say, he chuckles and grabs some clothes and gets ready.
He comes back and I smile he looked really cute
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I smile and grab my bag going to get ready as he packs his bag for school, when I'm done I come out of his bathroom dressed.
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He walks over grabbing my hat off my head and puts it on his own, I giggle and he takes my hand walking us downstairs, he makes us breakfast and I smile eating as we talked.
He gets some money off his mom, she offered me some but i refused and then we go, it wasn't to far from his house.
When we got there people seemed to know who I was, everyone was talking to me and I took lots of pictures.
"Camz come on, I need to put stuff in my locker, I don't want to carry my bag all day" Lawrence said, he holds his hand out and I take it walking with him, he put stuff in his locker and then walks me to his home room.
All day I was talking to people, taking photos and Lawrence was just to the side doing nothing, I frown looking at him.
"Lo come here" I say, he walks over to me and I look up at him
"What's wrong?" I ask, he shook his head
"I'm going to go somewhere a sec, stay here" he said, I nod confused he kissed my head and walked away.
"One sec" I say to them all, I follow him and when I get to him I see him smoking behind a wall, I walk to him taking it off him he goes wide eyed.
"What the fuck" he said, I stamp on it and he sighed
"Why are you smoking?" I ask, he shook his head ignoring me
"Don't ignore me Lawrence" I say, he does though
"Oi" I say, I push his shoulder and he looks at me and I could tell he's mad
"Why do you care?" He asked
"Because I care about you okay...do you know what smoking does to you? What do you think it looks cool?" I ask, he rolls his eyes.
"If I thought it looked cool I would be doing in front of people wouldn't I, but I don't and yeh I do know what smoking does to someone" he said, I sigh.
"Then why are you doing it?" I ask, he shook his head
"Why do you think?" He asked, i sigh and search him I find the pack and I rip it up, he clenched his jaw and fist.
"You're going to stop smoking, because you won't get testosterone if you do...remember what you told me? You have to look mature responsible and that you actually take transitioning seriously, well smoking doesn't make you look like any of those things" I say, he sighed and didn't look at me.
"Lo, I'm only doing what's best for you and smoking isn't that, I don't want you to get cancer and or die at a young age okay...I really fucking care about you and your health okay" I say, he sighed nodding wrapping his arms around me.
"Yeh...I know" he sighed, he kisses my cheek
"Also now you smell really bad" I giggle, he does too pushing me away from him, I smile and he rolls his eyes.
"You usually smell really good though" I say, he giggles wrapping his arm around my shoulders
"Come on you dork" he said, I smile and we go back into the school
After school we stay at his for a while and then go to his therapy session
They talked for a while
"Well, we are going to start you on testosterone Lawrence" the woman said
"Wait? Really? Like now?" He asked, she nods he smiles wide and nods
"O-Okay" he said, she smiles and writes on some paper
"Go take this to your doctor and soon you'll have it in the post" she said, he nods taking it saying thank you and we leave and see his mom and dad waiting.
"So..." his dad said, he smiles
"I'm getting testosterone" he said quietly, his mom and dad hug him
"I'm so proud of you" his dad said, he smiles and looks at me
"Come on, we need to get that to the doctors" I say, he smiles and takes my hand, I smile rubbing my thumb across his his parents look at us then each other with soft smiles.
Lawrence gives the card to his doctor and then we go back to his, we talk to his family for a while before going to his room, we talk and mess around for a while.
"I'm going to go home" I say, he pouts and I coo
"Why? You're the one who said you miss me" he said, I giggle and kiss his cheek
"I need to get my video uploaded and then I also need to record and edit a new one" I say, he nods
"Fine! Leave me" he said, I kiss his cheek again
"Bye babe" I say, he smiles I know he likes it when I call him that
"Bye camz" he said, I like it when he calls me that, I leave and go home uploading my video and also getting a new one ready for tomorrow.
