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Lawrence pov

I've been at camilas for weeks and I need to go home, I can't keep avoiding my family.

"Baby" I say, she looks at me from her laptop and nods

"Can you stay at my house? I have to go home sooner or later" I say, she nods

"Yeh of course, when?" She asked, I sigh

"Today" I say, she nods

"Go get ready and we can leave" I say, she nods and I go get ready, camila already was because she filmed a video today.

When I was ready we leave to my house

We walk in abs everyone looks at me, I frown as they just stare.

"What" I say, mom gets up

"We have to talk about the abortion" she said, i shook my head

"No" I say

"Lawrence, it's important for me to know what happened to you" mom said

"No, it's not...you don't need to know anything, it happened to me, I have to deal with it not you, so just drop it and forget about it" I say, I take camila to my room.

"Calm down" Camz said, she knew I was getting angry

"She doesn't need to fucking know, she didn't know for years, years it doesn't fucking matter" I say, she nods.

"Okay, okay...baby no one is asking now okay, just take some deep breaths" she said, I tried but nothing worked.

"Like it's not her fucking problem" I say, she nods

I open the door walking downstairs, camila comes running after me.

"It's not your problem to deal with it's mine, you never tell me any of your problems so why should I have to tell you mine?" He raises his voice, I could tell clara was getting intimidated by him, he's taller than her a lot taller, since he was still growing when he took testosterone it gave him a lot of growth spurts.

"I just want to know, I'm your mother this is worrying" she said

"It's happened 3 years ago! You didn't care then!" He yelled, I grab his hand

"Babe, stop" I say he ignores me and continues to get even more angry

"It's because I didn't know" Clara said

"And you still shouldn't know" he said, I walk in front of him wrapping my arms around him, I know he would never hurt me, I know he would never hurt anyone, but I know if he holds me he will calm down because he will be focusing on me and my calm body language.

"Hold me" I say, he stops yelling and looks at me

"Hold me" I say, he does and he started to calm down, everyone was looking confused.

"Let's just go upstairs Yeh" I say, he nods and we go to his room

We cuddle and he keeps holding me, I kiss him and he kisses me back.

"I didn't mean to get mad" he mumbled, I nod

"I know, you've been doing so well though it's been what...2 months since your last out burst, that's really good lo, I'm proud of you" I say, he nods and kisses me.

"I also understand why you would get angry at this topic, it's okay" I say, he nods

"I'm just not ready to talk about it" he mumbled, I nod

"It's okay baby" I say, he nods and turns me around so I'm facing away from him, I giggle.

"What are you doing?" I ask, he pressed himself against my ass

"Oh" I giggle, he smiles and kisses my neck

"Babe, everyone is downstairs" I say, he nods

"You never cared about that before" he said, I smile chucking

"I don't...I don't want too I'm sorry" I say, he nods

"Dont be sorry" he said, I smile turning about around

"Dont ever be sorry because you don't want to have sex" I nod kissing him and he kisses me back

"Let's sleep" I say, he nods pulling me close

We soon fall asleep in each other's arms

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