Transgender-camren |hold|

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Lawrence pov

It's been a few weeks now since camila made us go on a break, I'm giving her her space and time and working on myself as she said we should.

I've been working out more, doing some more surfing, I've been seeing my therapist 2 a week and I've learnt how to control my anger better.

I also talked about camila and she's gave me some advice, like to ask her what we should do and not just tell her what we are doing. Also like do what she wants, like with out asking just take her to somewhere and do what she likes.

I wake up and get showered and ready for the day, I go downstairs and to camilas house I've had enough of this space thing, I want her back it's been 4 weeks and I don't like it nor want it anymore.

I go to camilas house knocking the door

"Hello Lawrence" Sinu said

"Hi can I go to camila?" I ask, she nods

"Of course" she said, I thank her and go to camilas room

I walk in and see her asleep still, I take my jacket and shoes off and her on her bed and in next to her, I wrap my arms around her.

"Hey Camz" I whisper, she cuddled me in her sleep

I look it see it's 10 she never really sleeps past 9:30, I sigh and kiss her head.

"Baby, wake up" I say, I wake her up and she jumps back seeing me here

"Jesus...what are you doing here?" She asked

"I don't want to break up anymore I don't want this time apart thing...please I know you wanted it and I respect that and-please Camz I honestly don't care that you wanted this, it's stupid and we should never break up again" I say, she frowns.

"What are you on about?" She asked, I frown

"You-you broke up with me...when You saw me with my therapist" I say, she frowns

"No I didn't...Lo, there's a difference between a break up and having some space and time, we are still together we just took some time apart that's all...we didn't break up" she said, I nod.

"But you Ignored my texts and phone calls" I say, she nods

"Sorry I dropped my phone in the bath and it's messed up I've got to get a new one" she said, I nod

"When you do don't read thoughts" I say, she laughs

"Can we please just never do this time apart thing, it sucks" I say, she smiles

"I don't like being away from you definitely when it's for almost a month!" I groan, she leans over kissing me and I kiss her back.

"God I missed your lips" I sigh, she giggles

"It hasn't been 4 weeks...it's been 4 days" she said, I frown

"Really?" I ask, she nods

"Well 3 technically, but yeh baby it hasn't been been half a week" she said, I sigh

"See! I don't even know time with out you!" I say, she lays me down and cuddles me

"Okay...we won't do this again" she said, I nod

"Good" I sigh and relax

"I think I've been seeing my therapist twice a day then..." I mumble, she looks up at me

"What? Baby are you okay?" She asked, I nod

"It was mainly about you...turns out I'm very dependent on you" I say, she smiles softly

"I just hope we never officially break up because...yeh" I sigh, she cuddles me even more and I hold her tightly.

"Don't ever leave me" I beg, she nods

"Okay, I won't" she said, I nod and she kiss her cheek softly