freak like me ✔️

~• twenty-three •~

you: what the fuck?

morgan: just put the damn gun down carina.

carina: no.

spence: you move we'll shoot.

carina: i have a deal to propose.

you: no ones here to gamble with you.

carina: i don't care. you both can't shoot me unless i hurt this hostage. am i correct?

morgan: just put the gun down!

carina: that is not how this is going play out. spencer, give me a kiss, right here, right now, then i will surrender everything in my possession.

you: *whispers* spence you don't have too.

spence: *whispers* do i really have a choice?

you: *whispers* yes!

carina: you have ten seconds to decide, or i'll shoot this hostage. and trust me, i will kill her before your bullets even touch me.

hostage: help! please!

spence: fine carina.

carina: okay loverboy. pucker up.

you: spencer, what if it's a trap?

carina: it's most certainly not.

suddenly, the rest of the team was coming.

carina: three, two, o-

spencer pulled his lips into hers. they were just standing there kissing passionately. jealous filled your every muscle. what. the. fuck.

spence: *pulls off of her* all right, surrender.

carina: haha. no.

she quickly shot the hostage, right in the head. you had already fired one of your bullets, which went to her knee. good aim was your thing.

carina: FUCK!

the police had already had her in handcuffs, but because she was injured, they had to take her in an ambulance.

you: fucker.

morgan: *shouting* hostage is dead. i repeat hostage is dead.

fuck.

spence: damn it!

you: i told you it was a trap!

spence: okay y/n.

you: spencer im just saying, you could've gotten hurt.

spence: well i would rather myself get hurt then that innocent women.

you: it's not your fault.

spence: i just need to be alone right now. completely alone.

he walked to the edge of the dock, and started looking out to the sea. as you were about to approach him, morgan grabbed your arm.

morgan: just give him some time. spencer's really sensitive when it comes to situations like these.

you: yeah i know. i just wanted too-

morgan: dont. trust me, when he says he wants to be alone, he wants to be alone.

you nodded your head, as you went to the opposite direction of spencer. you looked back one more time to see him, but there he was, hugging JJ? what the fuck? you turned your whole body around, and stood there for a good few minutes. did spencer just tell you to leave him alone? that he needed to be alone? and now he's huggin JJ?

........

spencer had been distant, lately. he was making excuses for three days straight, to not see you. today, you texted him, and asked him to come over to your house to talk. he replied with a dry "busy. maybe another time." at this point, you were getting really scared. you missed him. a lot. you decided to forget about the fact, and went out to go get food. you wanted to go to your favorite restaurant, where you and spencer always went. it was a cute lil spot on the edge of town, and boy was the food good.

.......

you parked and got out of the car. just as you were walking towards the door, you saw spencer and JJ at the window, laughing and talking. you stood there, for a solid three minutes, thinking if it was a dream or not. you pinched yourself, but there you were, standing there. suddenly, spencer turned his head, and saw you standing right there. he quickly got up out of his chair, and started running towards the exit. you turned around and started walking to your car.

spence: y/n wait!

you: no it's okay. sorry to interrupt your date.

you quickly opened the door of your car and entered. spencer was approaching the window, but you quickly drove off.

..........

there you were. sting on your couch, stuffing your face with ice cream. you would always see girls do this in movies, and you always wondered, what the fuck is ice cream gonna do? well now you understand. boy does it help. suddenly, a knock came on your door.

you: go away. i don't care.

spence: come on, please open up.

you: no thanks.

spence: just let me explain!

you: there's nothing to explain spence. it's okay. don't worry about it. i support your relationship.

hahaha no you didn't.

spence: relationship? there is no relation- just open up y/n.

you: fine. but you have five minutes. on the clock.

spence: okay.

you approached the door, and saw spencer standing there, with his hands in his pockets.

you: my question is why? why were you making excuses not to see me? to see her?

spence: no. that wasnt the case y/n.

you: then what was the case spence? huh? tell me.

spence: before i explain, i just want you to know that i chose JJ to do this with, because i see her as my sister.

you: do what with her? and yeah right. you told me you were in love with her when you first met her. that shit doesn't just go away.

spence: well it did, because i'm in love with you.

you: youre telling me right now, that you don't have at least a little bit of feelings for her?

spence: no y/n. i won't ever have feelings for her.

you: you are such a liar! oh my god-

spence: im not lying y/n!

you: and dont even get me started with that hug.

spence: what hug?

you: when we caught carina that day, and you told me to leave you alone. i turned around and saw you hugging JJ. i decided to get over it, but now it all makes sense.

spence: that was just a hug. and plus that day i told her the news

you: just a hug? and you couldn't have one from your own girlfriend? and what news?

spence: damn, jealousy really gets to you.

you: yeah, it does. dont act like you wouldn't be the same.

spence: y/n-

you: no you know what, your five minutes are up.

spence: y/n!

as you started to close the door, he quickly held it.

spence: let me finish.

you: ive heard enough spencer.

spence: just listen!

you: oh my-

spence: i was going to propose!

you: what?

spence: i was going to propose.