CHANCES (L.T.)

~~~THIRTY EIGHT~~~

Louis's pov.

I glance at my watch again to see that there was still half an hour till dinner and Austin still isnt back. Where the hell is he?

I was sitting at the front porch waiting for him to get back. Now I understand the shit a parent goes through when their kid id out and not yet back. 

From the distance I see him walking back. He soon reached the front porch. 

"Where the hell were you?" I ask trying to keep calm when I freaking out. 

"I already told you I had to meet some people" He says walking past me and going inside. 

That is it I have had enough of his shit. I have tried giving him time to warm up I have been nothing but nice but he still doesn't give me a chance or even tell me where the hell he is going. 

"I have had enough" I say slamming the the front door shut behind us. 

Austin's pov. 

"I have had enough" Louis says slamming the front door shut behind us obviously pissed. 

I look at him waiting for him explain more.

"I have tried so much I told you I was sorry I didn't mean to leave you. I tried everything I could to be a good father to you and everything but you still act cold. I get it you had a rough time here and so have I but I cannot deal with this you going out not telling me where and hiding stuff. It is just bloody frustrating." He yells getting the attention of everyone in the house. I was just pissed at him more than ever now. 

"You thought I was mad at you for leaving me?! Well then let us clear that up shall we I don't give a dam that you left me it pisses me off because you left her!! You never knew about me so leave me but her? What the hell did mom ever do to you? She did not deserve anything you gave her. All she did was love you and you forgot her like she was someone not worth remembering or evening calling up" I spit people were just staring at us but I could care less.

"And now about the life I had before? You know nothing. But you seem to know everything so tell me did you know all my life I wanted to be just like you? I did everything I could do so that when you came back you would be proud. But when mom got diagnosed of cancer I found the truth you never were going to come back and I hated myself for wanting to be anything like you. Then then quit school and worked at a place were they treated my like shit so that I could afford the treatment for mom. I got kicked out from my apartment because I couldn't afford the rent. So I lived with my neighbor that is who I went to visit. And then not to mention mom's parents treated us like shit because she refused an abortion! So don't ever say you know anything about me" I say the last part my voice cracking.  I was all out of anger and at this point I just wanted to cry. 

Mean while the whole family looks like they just saw a ghost. Louis looked like he was on the verge of tears. 

"Dont ever say you know me" I say trying to keep my voice from cracking but failing.

With that I push past him and leave the house slamming the door shut 

I had no idea where I wanted to go but I kept walking more like running. I could feel a tear drop down my cheek the minute that fell the whole dam broke inside. 

I did not know what was going on around me I just kept running.

A.N.

Wow that was intense lot of stuff to come stay tuned love you all .

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