an yinwar ff story based on sam smith song, i'm not the only one
"You know how much i love you why do you need to cheat on me, it hurts you know, i'm not enough on you, i'm ugly? please tell me why do you need cheat on me?" this is what war wa...
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War POV
Bever brings me house and I went straight to the park near our house, sometimes when I'm sad, I come to this park just to think.
I sat on a bench and looked around, there are not too many people here now because it is already night
I don't understand why does he need to cheating on me? if I have a shortcoming, he will just say because I will fix that.
I just feel like I'm crying, it hurts
I don't know if I was lacking or I just wasn't enough
I'm crying like a baby, I want to go to my brother but I know he can do it.
I want to say to him Phii I'm hurt, I'm fucking hurt.
I bent down while crying, I was weakening.
I was surprised when someone handed me a handkerchief, I did not know who so I raised my head to see who.
"Take it and you can wipe your tears" - he said, I'm still wondering
"Hey take it, I'm nice, just looks jerk but I'm nice" - he said, I took it
he sat down next to me.
"I'm Jaylerr why are you crying?" - He asked
"I'm war" - I said sparingly
"Yeah I know you" - he said
"How" -
"At the no-name bar, your friend introduced you when you before played" - he said, I nodded
"You can tell why are you crying, they say it is better to tell a story to a stranger because you will not receive a judgment, you can talk to me promise no judgment" - he said.
I'm crying again and I shout.
"FUCK THIS LIFE! WHY IS DESTINY SO MAD AT ME!!! I'm ALWAYS SAID I'm OKAY BUT I'm NOT, I'm NOT FUCKING OKAY! I'm SO FUCKING HURT WHEN I SEE MY HUSBAND KISSING OTHER WOMAN, I'm ASKING MYSELF, I'm NOT ENOUGH, DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG? WHY DID HE DO THAT TO ME? I CAN'T LEFT HIM BECAUSE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH, I LOVE HIM MORE THAN MYSELF BECAUSE HE IS MY LIFE RIGHT NOW I KNOW I'm NOT THE ONLY ONE ON HIS LIFE!!! " - I shouted while my tears successively dripping.
"War listen on me, cheating is not a mistake, cheating is a choice and you are enough for the person who sees your value, you will never be enough for someone who does not know how to be content with one, I understand why you can't leave your husband, but what I said you are enough war, you need to be strong for your good" - he said
