"Remember, his rejection to you is nothing, compared to did you to him"
Yin POV
I quickly ended the meeting, I will going to war's house, I have no slept since last night, because i have arranged some papers
So I will go again because third said I came back, yes we became close.
then I remember he said before when we had children he would name our eldest is third and the youngest is natt, so I'm sure natt is my child too, and I love third so much.
Even if he does a few more rejections to me, I will accept because I deserve it
when I arrived, I knocked immediately, after a few minutes war was surprised, when he saw me
"What are you doing here?" he asked
"War I will never get tired of apologizing to you" Straight to the point i said
"I don't want anymore yin" he cold said, my heart seems to be broken
"Please war come back to me" I said and hold back my tears
"Did you hear i said, I don't want anymore, I don't love you anymore and I will never go back, do you hear me, i don't love you anymore and i will never go back to you" he said and my tears suddenly flowed, it hurts fucking hurts but I deserve it
It's just a rejection, you can do that yin, you can make up with him and also to you're children
I would have answered but—
"Uncle yinnn!" Third said and before I looked to behind, i wiped my tears first.
"Third" I said, when he approached me now, I touched his head softly and smiled
"Let's go inside now uncle and papa" third said and he hold my hands and war hands too
"Oh yin, what are you doing here" gun said, when we entered, so gun, mark and mew and gulf especially their son is always there.
"Third invite him again" War replied
"Yeah third invite me again" i said, that's true, third just invite me, and i want to see them
"Ohhh okieeeee" he said
"I will check nat in upstairs, maybe he is awake now" war said, he left immediately and his not waiting they friends response
"I'll be back uncle yin, i will play with boss and title" third said, i'll touch his head softly before i nodded, and he went to the garden
"Yin can i ask you something?" Gulf said and i nodded
"Do you really want war back to you? " Gulf asked
"Love" mew called him
"Shut up mew, Answer my question yin?"
"Yeah i want , i still love him, i regret i did to him also i have a strong feelings natt is our son"
"If you love him why did you cheat on him?" Gun asked
"That's my stupid mistake, every day i regret to i did to him, if he reject me every day i will accept it because i deserve it" i said
"Remember, his rejection to you is nothing, compared to did you to him, you didn't just hurt him, you destroyed him yin you destroyed him, you do not know he suffers because of you and if you are confused with your feelings you should go back to everything where you started, where you met and how you fell in love and had fun, there will be lost when you confuse your feelings but you did not really do, if you want him back, show him, try and try, I am angry but I see you regret what you did, I will support you as long as you not hurt our friend anymore" Gulf said
" I will agree with him, i will support you bro" Mark said
"Me too, when he gives you a chance do not let go of that opportunity, i will punch you if you hurt him again" Gun said
"Love you're so tiny how can you punch him" Mark tease his husband
"if I will punch you and you will sleep on the sofa, do not sleep next to me" gun said
"Hehehehe just kidding love, I'm sorry" mark said and gun rolled his eyes
"Don't mind them bro, Whatever War's decision will be, I will support, and I will also support how you can war back to you" Mew said
"Thank you all, i will pursue to comeback war to me" i said
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would have gone straight to the garden when I heard war and natt, third, title, and boss talking. so i hide in the big plant
I listened to what they were talking about
"Papa, you can sing a song for all?" Third asked
"Yes uncle, because mommy gulf said your voice is beautiful so that's why we want to hear your voice like singing" Boss
"Daddy mark also said that when you play, you are often the vocalist, so please uncle we want to hear you sing, when i grow up i want to have a band" Title
"I'm with you!" Boss
"Ma, pwease sing a swong for them and alwso" Natt said
"oh all right, all right I will sing for you" war said
I know you're thinking I'm heartless
I know you're thinking I'm cold
I'm just protecting my innocence
I'm just protecting my soul
I don't think so, but you are just protecting yourself, as I really made a stupid mistake to hurt you
I'm never gonna let you close to me
Even though you mean the most to me
'Cause every time I open up, it hurts
So I'm never gonna get too close to you
Even when I mean the most to you
In case you go and leave me in the dirt
I hurt you no wrong i detroyed you, I know gulf is right, I'm not just hurt you, I'd destoryed you, and my tears start falling down
But every time you hurt me, the less that I cry
And every time you leave me, the quicker these tears dry
And every time you walk out, the less I love you
Baby, we don't stand a chance, it's sad but it's true
You're just saying that you don't love me anymore, it hurts so much but I know I deserve it, the pain I feel is not enough to hurt you feel when i cheat on you , I am here because I want to show you my mistake that I am already apologizing, and always regret it, so I want you to fix our family, I don't know yet that my son is nat but I'm pretty sure, he really is my son
I'm way to good at goodbyes
(I'm way to good at goodbyes)
I'm way too good at goodbyes
(I'm way too good at goodbyes)
No way that you'll see me cry
(No way that you'll see me cry)
I'm way too good at goodbyes
(I'm way too good at goodbyes)
It hurts when you left me, I don't want to repeat that, i want you comeback to me.
I love you so much war, do you hear me i love you! please come back to me and i hold my sobbed because they can hear me
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