Diary (Vkook, Old Version)

January 13th + 14th, 2015

January 13th, 2015

Dear Diary,
Today, I finally found out Taehyung's girlfriend's name; It's Hana. What a pretty name...Doesn't suit her! Hmph. But as I said yesterday, I asked my mom if I could stay home today and gladly she said yes. She was worried since I never stay home, even when I'm sick, but I just told her I'm not feeling well. The question is, did she believe I'm not feeling welll... She probably didn't, but that didn't matter to me. All I could think about was Taehyung and Hana. Aishhhh. Why am I so jealous?! We've only known each other for 13 days, how the hell did I fall in love with him! But then again, he's so charming... Agh. My head really hurt a lot and it still does. I hope that the fact that I'm staying home won't become a problem to anybody... Ah, it probably won't. But I really want to see Taehyung, and maybe tell him how I feel... No, I don't. But I would love to punch Hana in her face, JUST ONCE. Okay, maybe twice... Ahh, No I Can't, I absolutely can't. Taehyung likes her and I need to respect that. But then again, she's just playing with him... Ugh, I hate this so much! Why does Taehyung like that liar, and not me... No, of course he doesn't like me, I'm a guy and he isn't gay. Now I wish I was a girl. Wait, what. No, I don't wish that...Maybe. Gahh, I'm so confused! I'll sleep some more now, good night diary,
Jungkook

January 14th, 2015
Dear Diary,
Today I was really sick. I've got a fever, 39.6 degrees Celsius. So high... But it's cooled down a bit, so I'm well enough to write this. Jimin came over today, saying he was worried because I hadn't been to school. But as everyone knows, I can't keep my mouth shut when I'm sick and told Jimin everything... But I don't exactly regret it, no. He's one of my two best friends, he deserves to know. So I told him about my feelings about Taehyung, and the liar... I don't know what surprised me more, Jimin, not being surprised about me being gay at all, or Jimin, giving me love advice... Well, I'm glad he gave me love advice. He told me to never give my feelings for Taehyung up, just because he has a girlfriend. And I definitely won't, I'll fight for his love. And tell him how I feel when I'm back at school. Ahh, I'm so tired... Good night diary,
Jungkook

Taehyung had thought he didn't have any tears left, but he was wrong. Tears started dropping once again, blurring his sight. Jimin looked at him, obviously worried, but read on...