who really am I?

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A.N.// Ten more chapters left and the book will come to an end.🥺
































It had been 3 days since Blue found out the truth and Ava finding out about Mal leaving in a week or 2, of course it broke her heart but Mal and the boys and Blue constantly show her how much they love her and mean to her.

At the moment, Ava was hanging out with Carlos, they were eating ice cream while walking~ During this past few weeks Ava had form some special bond with the 2 boys. Jay would teach Ava tourney while Carlos and Ava just like at the moment would go for long walks and ice cream.

They were busy talking didn't even notice a car about to hit them, Ava was the first one to notice, she pulled Carlos out of the way, when they got out of the way Carlos hit his head in a post

"Ouch" Carlos said as he touched his forehead, it was bleeding a bit and Ava was worried

"I'm so sorry, Carlos~ let's go to the boutique and check your wounds" Carlos nodded as they made their way on Ava's boutique

When they arrived, Ava immediately healed Carlos' cut

"Thank Ev~ Ava" Carlos said immediately correcting himself but Ava was a bit observative, Carlos almost called her by other name~ just like how Jay and Mal would sometimes slip and call her other name

"It's okay" Ava smiled as she continued healing Carlos' wound

After healing his wounds Ava decided to have some alone time and visited the love lake. She took a deep breathe, she thought as she started to think about Mal and the 2 boys, and Blue.

"First, off you predict everything. I'm unpredictable~ hell I can't even predict myself the way you predict me" Ava said to herself "Second, Blue~ why do I somewhat look like her"

Ava sighed, she thought about how she would get some random memories and dreams when Mal arrived at Hyperion, Ava didn't tell anyone but Mal really triggered her brain to remember. And when Carlos and Jay arrived at Hyperion, it was that moment where Ava knew there's more than just being Ava~ when the 2 boys arrived Ava felt more like home

"What's going on with me?" Ava sighed

Ava thought about the night where she and Mal had gone out for there first date, when they shared a sweet kiss it somehow managed to trigger her mind to remember lots of memories at the same time. She thought how when she avoided Mal and the girls~ only the hurtful bits of memories where the only who was triggered to came rushing to her

The more she had fun with mal and blue, the more happy bits of memory come rushing to her~ and now that the boys are here~ she know she's close to remember, she just doesn't know how to completely remember~ she just wanna remember.

"Heyy" she was snapped out of her thoughts when she heard Mal's voice~ she turned to her and smiled at her softly

"Hey" ava said as mal sat next to her reaching for her hand

"What's going on with the little mind of yours?" Mal asked as Ava shake her head

"Nothing, just chilling" Ava said smiling as she snuggled into neck

"Is something wrong?" Mal asked as I shake my head in her head, she sighed and cuddled Ava more kissing her on to of her head

They watched the sun set, while still snuggled together. After the sun had finally set, they headed to Mal's apartment. They watched a movie together with Blue and the boys and Ava decided to stay in for the night.

Ava ended up sleeping in Mal's bedroom, Ava on the left side and Mal on the right while Blue in the middle. Mal and Blue were peacefully asleep cuddled together while Ava was having a dream, more like a memory

*Ava's Dream*

Ava was sitting in the library reading a book when a guy came in, he sat in front of her smiling

"Hey Ava, have you heard the news" the boy greeted as Ava shake her head confused

"What news?" Ava asked

"Mal's dating someone new" Ava's heart broke as she saw at the corner of her eye Mal smiling kissing another woman.

"But she said she loves me" Ava teared but the boy scoffed

"As if" she heard someone spoke, she turned to the person and saw Mal

"I love someone else" Mal said as Ava ran away

* End of Dream*

Ava jolts up from Mal's bed, she sighed as she saw Mal and Blue cuddled together, she smiled and check the time. It was 6 am, she sighed once again and got up she kissed Blue's forehead and Mal's cheeks

Mal smiled at the contact and mumbled something "I love you too Evie" Ava's heart broke, because what she dreamt about was real~ Mal loved another woman, a tear slipped out her eyes as she left Mal's room

As she got out of Mal's room, she was a sobbing mess

"What's wrong" She heard a soft voice behind her, she wiped her tears and smiled a bit

"I just had a very bad dream" Ava said as more tears slip, Carlos approached her and hugged her tight as Ava continued to sob

After a few minutes, Ava felt better

"I'm sorry" Ava mumbled as she let go of the hug

"For?" Carlos asked confused

"I messed your shirt" Ava said as Carlos chuckled and shake his head

"It's nothing~ what's important is your okay" Carlos smiled as Ava thought for a moment

"I have to go Carlos, Uhh~ call me if you need anything" Ava smiled as she bids goodbye to Carlos and left

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