Insanity © Lynn Falcon 2013

Chapter One: Desperate Beasts

© Lynn Falcon Insanity: The Insane Trilogy

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"I remained too much in my head and lost my mind." - Edgar Allen Poe

     Every human knows what it feels like to want something. Humans are always wanting, but never needing anything until they realize they're desperate for it. Once they are desperate for something, they are open to corruption, and weak against manipulation. Any dark power can weave into the ideas of a desperate, mortal man. Those ideas are raw though, and still need something to help them grow into actions. A desperate mind is prey to a desperate beast.

     Dante Crowley was just another desperate man. He raced around London, searching for something that could help him. He hadn't slept for days, worry and fear eating away at his sanity with every passing moment. His own passion for finding help was driving him mad, and he knew the longer it took him to find help, the sooner tragedy would strike. His caramel colored hair hung loosely in his face in shaggy curls. His green eyes were wide with worry, or maybe insanity. His light, golden skin was tight on his bones with hunger, and his silk clothing were nearly in rags by now.

     His fatigue state of mind and body were slowly starting to take over him, and he found himself breathing heavily outside of a local gambling bar. He walked back out into the dusk of London, taking a deep breath to let in the smells that he loved so much in hopes of a clear mind. The delicious aroma coming from the bakery a few doors down made his mouth water. The thought of food made his stomach erupt into a symphony of noises. He decided to grab something to eat as he searched for help throughout the night. He would need all the energy he could get.

     The air was already beginning to cool, another sign that the moon was nearly ready to make its beautiful appearance. He followed the scent of the bakery, but something else grabbed his attention.

     That something made the shadows around him shudder, and a breeze began to stir the street rubbish around him. He stopped mid step and shifted his bright gaze toward the shadows of an alley. A strange feeling overcame him. Something made him want to run, but there was just something that made him feel . . . welcomed. A smooth voice from beside him made him start. He snapped his head to the side as a Siren spoke to him.

     "Hello, there, dear friend," she said with a smooth voice. She smiled warmly at him, but something about her made the hair on the back of Dante's neck stand on ends. Who was this woman? Where did she come from?

     Her skin was pale in comparison to her dark brown hair. Her eyes appeared to be black, but Dante assumed it was because of the lighting. The moon was already starting the only light on the streets, and her eyes could just be dark brown. Her hair was up, small curls hanging down in a stylish way. Her shape was almost too perfect to be real. To Dante, she was a dream.

     "I'm sorry, I don't think we've met before. I'm Dante Crowley," he said, introducing himself to the angelic-looking woman. He picked up her hand, bringing it to his lips and placing a gentle kiss on her smooth, cold knuckles. She smiled at him, giving a slight nod in answer to his greeting.

     "Hello, Lord Crowley. I am Lady Nightingale," She said, giving him her name.

     One thing troubled him though about her own greeting. "I'm no Lord, milady. Lord Crowley is my father," he corrected kindly. He watched as her lips slowly moved their way into a smirk-like smile. The small change of expression made Dante want to run. Being the gentlemen he was though, he stood right where he was.

     He didn't even flinch when she stepped closer; red lips parted to show something glistening near her teeth. "I believe you will be a Lord very soon. Am I wrong?" she asked, hitting Dante on a very sensitive nerve.

     The reminder of his desperate task sent him back into the dark places of his mind once more. How would he find help? He would never find it before tomorrow. He needed to keep searching. There was no time to waste on such a thing as this woman.

     He stiffened, very aware of how close Lady Nightingale was to him. She leaned towards him, breath at his ear as she fed his insanity with the whisper of temptation. "You're asking the wrong question," she began, her voice smoother than a con-man's best lie. "The question is, how can you become stronger." She said through a sharp smirk.

     The question lingered, able to actually make Dante think just that. How could he get stronger? How could he save his family? He needed to get stronger . . . he needed the strength to save his family. How would he get it? What could make him strong enough to save his family in the first place?

     The questions that swarmed his mind were exactly what Lady Nightingale wanted.

     Dante had become more desperate to hear how he could help his family. He knew now, that there was a chance that he could save his family. Lady Nightingale held the silence for a bit longer, knowing that with every passing moment he grew more desperate. She needed him to be completely dependent on what she had to do in order for him to actually consider it. She waited, and then the emotion she had been waiting for finally flashed across his eyes like flames of a raging fire. Fear.

     "Don't fret, dear Dante . . . I hold a power that can save your family, if you're willing to receive it for yourself." She said, tracing his jaw line gently with her long nail. He shuddered from her touch, and it brought him to reality.

     Dante watched the woman in front of him, knowing from the start that something was wrong with her. He saw now, he saw it all. The pricks of polished bone glistened in the faint light graced by the moon. Her eyes were dark with an emotion Dante didn't understand yet.

     He was desperate, a desperate mind and a desperate fool. There was nothing that he would refuse at this point. His family would be lost to him tomorrow if he waited for a miracle any longer. He had to be the one to save them, and he would be the one to do exactly that.

     "I will. Just please, let me save my family." He said, a plea in his voice that was music to the beast's ears.

     Lady Nightingale didn't need anything else. She leaned towards his neck, her perfect weapon brushing against the skin that covered his fragile life. "Then you will be forever at my side. I give you, the Mark of Incubus," she said, plunging into his life and draining it, replacing his soul with a part of her own. He became a beast, just like her. His agony echoed off the moist walls around them, but their bond would be the thing that forever changed them.