Legion

You Part 1

It’s you, and now thinking back, it has always been you. 

You are the only person I can tell my deepest fears to, and you don’t even know it. I can imagine you walking into my life and never leaving it but am I too late?

My breath feels weak when I call for you and you don’t even notice, my eyes pierce the souls of others just to get a glimpse of you. Throughout my life you have always been there, a constant. I’m just hoping a part of you feels the same.

I think I’ve loved you my whole life, though I would never tell you. There were parts of me that wanted to but by then there was too much distance. I wish I could go back, go back, and have the courage to try, because now it feels like I don’t have a chance.

I feel unworthy of you now, like time has made me indecent and the parts of me you held onto have somehow lifted. 

We’re a funny thing you and I. I seem to push when you pull, when you’re all in, I’m a mile away, and I think you’ve grown old of giving me chances, but I want one final chance.

Now, I’m all in, my only question is, are you? 

                                                                            Sincerely, yours.