Legion

Saved

I feel small, my voice just not able to reach you, but I’m afraid, afraid if you heard, would you even come to my rescue?

I’m trapped amongst my own memories, memories that have only brought me guilt and uncertainty. I just want to go back, can we go back? To that one singular moment of utter perfection. 

You seem distant, or is it me, am I the one that’s faded away. I want to reach out, reach out and hold onto the part of you that can bring me back to life, but I can’t seem to hold on long enough. 

I need you here, because without your presence I feel undone, surrounded by lies I can’t keep up with. but I know when the doubt starts to creep back in, your love takes over, with you loving me, the world is possible. 

You choose to love me, in all my forms, in everyday and in all the chaos, you still seem to choose me. When I tremble or stutter, you’re there, for reasons unbecoming, you save me, and I’m not sure you even know it

Your smile and laugh draw me to you, your humour creates a circle of serenity you’re not fully aware of. And that’s why I know that through all the heartache and betrayal you rescue me, rescue me in ways I can’t fully comprehend. 

And I know now, without a doubt, I’m saved.