My Hottie Blast From The Past (completed)

my dilemma part two

PEAR

Sabay kaming bumaba she holds my hands and i like it...no i love it...

dinala namin sa garden yung niluto nyang kanin at corn beef tahimik kong itinatago ang kilig ko sa simple gesture nya

"tattie sorry ha yan lang alam ko lutuin"

"nah thats alright mag-barbecue naman tayo eh"

i lit the fire para magpabaga ng charcoal habang pumasok sa sya loob ng bahay to grab the hotdogs and porkchop

"di ba masyadong madami?" tanong ko sa kanya

"tama lang yan tattie para tumaba ka rin like me" natatawang sabi nya sa akin

tumaas ang kilay ko "wala akong makitang fats sayo your curve is in the right places"

her face glow "talaga???"

"oo naman sabi nga nila love is blind" sabay tawa ko ng malakas

she made face "and love is sacrifice"

hinatak ko sya "anung meaning mo nun"

"wala naman..." her voice crack na parang iiyak sya

"iiyak ka ba?biro ko lang yun"

" hindi ah napuwing lang ako ng usok" sabay iwas nya sa akin

tahimik kaming nagluto ng barbecue at kumain...habang gumagabi lalong lumalamig kumuha kami ng blanket at ibinalabal sa likod namin while drinking hot choco at nakatingin sa bon fire

"tattie pwede kantahan mo ako" she said

napaisip ako anung song ba yung narinig ko the other day na ang una kong naisip ay sya...hindi ko maalala ang title...

i started humming and she lay her head on my shoulder

I fell in love with a beautiful girl
And she still takes my breath away
I fell in love in the morning sun
While the hours slipped away
Sometimes when I hear your name
A smile creeps on my face
And for reasons I can't explain
It's never out of place

i look her in the eyes...she has this look...hindi ko alam kung dahil ba sa reflection ng apoy but she look as if she is lonely...

'Cause I love you
More than you think I do
And I love you
Now you don't want me to
'Cause I love you
More than you think I do
And I love you
Now you don't want me to

i guide her head to my chest... i let her hear my heart...beating and from that moment i knew it is only for her...

You ran your finger down my back
And you spelled out your name
While we lay there on the soft warm ground
For a week and thirteen days
And I know that it sounds so wrong
And you've heard all this before
I didn't come back and I wasn't there
I won't trouble you no more

naramdaman ko na nababasa ng luha nya ang suot kong damit and it pains me to see her cry i stop singing...

"hey----"