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word count- 500
warning: mentions of injuries, mental breakdowns, sad! reader, bucky being an angel
summary: bucky gets seriously hurt on a mission and you freak out, thinking he's going to pass. you end up having a mental breakdown but lucky, bucky is still there to help you, injured or not
(also, please remember that everyone has different anxiety attacks, panic attacks and mental breakdowns. it doesn't always mean crying and screaming. you could easily just be staring off into space so please, be respectful)
~~~~ The mission was supposed to be quick and easy- an in and out, if you will. You hadn't gone because you had just gone a mission and gotten injured so fury ordered you to stay behind. kinda shitty, right?
You were sitting on the couch in the common room, reading a book loki had given you for christmas, when you heard a commotion. Just before you could get up and find out what it was, sam burst through the door, holding up bucky with his body. Bucky looked really pale and was hoping his side, indicating he was injured.
You tried to run up to him and help but natasha dragged you back. You were so scared. Were you going to lose your best friend?
~~~~ You would visit him after he got out of surgery. You would just to an unresponsive bucky. Today, you didn't either bother going. You sat in your room and stared out the window. Tears slid down your cheeks, grazing your mouth and leaving the salty taste. You didn't bother wiping them. What was the point? They would just come down again. So, you just watched the rain fall in silence.
~~~~ Bucky had just woken up and expected you to be there when he woke up but to his surprise, you were nowhere to be found. He got up, carefully grasping his side. He snuck pass the others, clearly too glued to the tv to notice. He carefully walked up the stairs to your shared room. He gently put his hand on the handle and tried to open it, only to find out it was locked. He sighed and looked around. He saw natashas room across the hall and walked in. He stepped into her room and looked on her dresser and nightstand for a bobby pin. He located one in her nightstand drawer and carefully shut the door. He walked back over and started to pick the lock. When he heard the click, he silently cheered and opened the door. He saw you sitting on the bed, staring at the window. Around you were plates of food that was never touched. He sighed and moved some of the food. He sat next to you and wrapped you in his arms. "i'm ok. you will be too. it will a while but we'll be ok." you looked at him and nodded. he was right, it will take awhile but you guys have each other.
