in love

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"Guys but seriously, who are we going to sit next to?" I asked the boys looking at their tickets. "I'm sitting at L-14." I said.

"A-5." Felix said.

"Oi, Felix! A-6, bro!" Chan shouted in his very Australian accent as he high-fived Felix.

"Alright, alright, be quiet." I pushed them playfully and they laughed.

"L-12." Taehyung said. I smiled excitedly. Maybe I wasn't next to him but I hope we can make a few adjustments.

"B-7." Sehun shrugged his shoulders with a frown.

"B-11." Baekhyun said and patted Sehun's head as they both nodded with a frown. Idiots.

"We checked our tickets with the girls. Chaeyoung is going to be next to Mina-unnie, I'm going to be next to Momo-unnie, and Tzuyu is going to be next to Jihyo-unnie."

I nodded with a frown. "Then who's sitting next to me?" I mumbled under my breath.

-time skip, on the plane-

We passed through security and we're now boarding the plane. The good news is that Taehyung will be close to me, the bad news is that Sana's seat is L-12 and Jungkook's is L-10. Lisa's is L-11.

Jungkook is now arguing with one of Yonsei University's supervisors as the rest of us waited for them to finish their conversation.

"You know what, Jungkook? No. You will seat in your own seat. Matter of fact, if I see you switch seats, as soon as we land at our destination, you and I are taking the first plane back to Korea." I could tell she had enough of his bullshit and told him as it is.

He was so full of shit that even Sana was rolling her eyes, to which I giggled to. I walked to my seat, Sana following behind, visibly annoyed by Jungkook's actions.

I find it weird how we were the best of friends. How did I not realize how annoying he was. Maybe he's not annoying and I'm just jealous that he has my ex-girlfriend. Or maybe, I just ignored his annoying actions because he was my best friend.

Anyway, walking to my seat, only then had I realized that new row, meant new start which meant window seat. I did a little dance before sitting down.

I settled in my chair and spoke before Sana and Tae could sit.

"You think you and Tae could switch?" I asked Sana. I saw pain strike in her eyes but she quickly ignored it, nodding her head.

"Uh- actually, Y/N, I think the supervisor meant every student not just Yonsei students and even if she didn't mean it, we wouldn't wanna risk it." Taehyung said nervously as he sheepishly smiled.

I squinted my eyes as I thought to myself, Tae is acting very sus. He normally wouldn't mind switching seats. Nevertheless, I sighed and accepted the fact that I'm just going to have to sit next to Sana. "Alright." I told Taehyung and he smiled at me.

I plugged in my headphones just as I saw her take a breath, knowing she was about to speak. I could see her looking at me with confusion as I turned her down. I wouldn't blame her, I'm pretty confusing.

After a while of me browsing on the airplane screen and Sana just staring at her phone, I decided to speak up after sighing.

"Look, I know I agreed to us being best friends again but I just have a hab-" She cut me off.

"You have a habit of cutting off people who hurt you. I know, Y/N, I think I know you more than you know yourself which is why I'm not mad and I'm gonna give you all the time you need." She looked at me with a slight smile and her happiness lacing in her voice.

"You wanna know why?" She said in her now deep voice while shifting her eyes between my eyes and my lips.

"W-why?" I stuttered like an idiot.

"Because you're my best friend and I love you." She smiled and booped my nose with hers. "Now," She started while I stared at her side profile, obviously dumbfounded. "What movie shall we watch?"

I stared at her pretty side profile but now with a small content smile. The way her cheeks ball up whenever her pretty lips curve up into a smile, causing her eyes to squint under her beautiful, soft brunette hair. I loved the way she remembered such simple things about me.

Who I cut off, who I'm cold to, why I'm having a bad day, what drinks I like, and my past. Her knowing my past makes her more sensitive when she's talking to me.

Another thing I love about her. She's always considerate towards people's feelings and understands people very easily. She knows when to not talk or talk during a situation, she knows how to make you crack even the tiniest smile, and she knows how to listen well.

All of that goes with the fact that she's insanely talented? She knows how to sing, dance, rap? Like, hello? I used to think that she was the one who deserved my place in JYP and I still think that. I'm so proud of her. But I'm so envious.

I'm envious to the fact that she is happy for two reasons. I'm envious she's happy because of her relationship status and I'm envious that she's happy with someone else.

I started to remember all the bad things that she had done beforehand and I felt my anger grow but for...Jungkook?

I'm mad that he was attractive enough on the outside and inside(?) for Sana to fall in love with him. Was I not enough for her? Was she using me to get closer to him? Was she thinking of Jungkook the entire time we were dating?

"Y/N?" She looks at me with worried eyes and holds my hand. "You okay? Your ears are turning red." She gently held my ear and felt the warmth.

"I-I'm fine." I stuttered for the millionth time today and I pulled away from her grasp. "Did you choose a film?"

She smiled and pointed to the screen with her hand still on mine. "Yeah, we're going to watch 'The Notebook' because I heard it was good."

"But there aren't any subtitles. Do you mind translating?" She pouted and looked into my eyes.

"U-uh, yeah, for sure." I chuckled as she hugged my arm.

Looking down at the idiot smiling as the movie started and we both wore our headphones that was connected, I had realized something.

"Y/N~ It's starting~" She whined when I didn't translate. I smiled down at her and felt my brain recieve an extreme amount of seratonin.

Oh fuck, I'm falling.

I'm falling again.

And I think I'm falling deeper.

If that's even possible.

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sorry i hadn't updated, i've been busy with school. i have a draft for the 10th member that i haven't finished yet and i have a draft for the imagine book. i'll be sure to publish them soon.

thanks :)

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