𝐟𝐨𝐨𝐥 | 𝐦𝐜𝐲𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮 | 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 2

"and i miss my lover, man"

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I spent the next few weeks on my own, I didn't bother reaching out, I couldn't. I wasn't dealing with it well, to say the least, I felt myself slowly shutting down. Although I didn't necessarily need him, I wanted him, Clay just made everything better. 

As I was cleaning my apartment, I got a call from George, "Hey" I spoke, picking up the phone, "Hey Melody, how are you doing?" he asked, "Not great, but I'm trying" "I've been talking to Dream recently and-" I cut him off, "H-how's he doing"

"He's doing alright, he said he missed you a lot" I sat down on my couch and sigh, "fuck George, I don't know what to do," I said honestly, "Talk to him" "but what if it goes badly again" "trust me, Mel, it won't"  "fine fine, I'll text him" "good, call me later tell me how it goes" the British boy spoke, "Will do, bye" "bye" I pressed the red end call button. 

I anxiously bounced my leg staring at my phone not knowing what to say to him. 

Melody

hey, can we talk? 

within seconds I got a response 

Clay

yes, please

Melody

meet me at mine in 20? 

Clay 

okay 

see you then 

I felt a wave of relief wash over me but only for a moment, I figured I finish cleaning my apartment then get ready in an attempt to keep myself busy but my mind kept wandering. 

After some time went by there was a knock on my front door, I froze, shit. I took a deep breath before unlocking the front door, "Hey" he spoke, "Hi" his blonde hair was messy and his green eyes were slightly bloodshot, you could see the purple bags hanging under his eyes. 

I didn't say anything, I just clung to him, pulling the taller boy into a hug. He wrapped his arms around me, holding me tightly. The familiarity of his embrace was comforting, I'd missed it. 

"I'm so sorry" Clay spoke as we pulled apart, "It's okay, I just wanna know what happened," I said, we sat down next to each other on my couch,  "I don't really know, I just kinda shut off I guess, I felt like I wasn't doing enough for anyone so I just stopped," the boy told me, I let out a small sigh and gave him a half-smile. 

I placed my hand on top of his, "Clay, you're more than enough, you always have been as always will be" he gave me a soft smile, "I'm not joking, you truly are, and I love you" "I love you too Melody" Clay spoke before placing a kiss on my forehead, I leaned my head onto his chest as a smile came across my lips. 

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