𝒔𝒊𝒄𝒌. | Kiyoomi Sakusa x Reader

Indirect kiss x2

While Sakusa stops by his apartment to check on Komori, you quickly scan the apartment to see if you've left a mess anywhere. There's nothing out of place to your knowledge.

The ring of the doorbell startles you and you hurry over to open the door.

"He's still asleep." Sakusa speaks up. Nodding your head, you step to the side to let him in. He bows slightly before stepping in, taking his sneakers off at the front entrance. His eyes scan the apartment. He wouldn't be able to tell if anyone actually lived here with how bare it's been decorated.

Noticing his scanning eyes, you shyly tuck your hair behind your ear. "It's pretty plain in here. I'm not really home a lot during the week so I didn't think I would need to decorate the apartment."

There's a loneliness tinging the house when Sakusa lowers his eyes to Y/L/N. She purses her lips and casts her eyes to the living room. "Should we figure out what we're eating for lunch?" She takes her coat off and hangs it up on the coat hanger by the door. Sakusa does the same. He follows after Y/L/N to the sofa, the two sitting down.

You take your phone out to scroll through the different restaurants available to do delivery. Sakusa nervously keeps to himself. Now that he's here, he's feeling stiff. The two haven't been alone like this before, let alone being in Y/L/N's apartment. An awkwardness grows between the two.

"What are you in the mood for Sakusa? It's pretty cold so...should we get some ramen?" You stretch your arm out to show Sakusa your phone. Four photos of ramen are on your screen.

"The tonkotsu ramen looks good." Sakusa points to the third ramen and you turn the phone back towards you. Smiling, you glance at Sakusa. "I was thinking the same thing. So two tonkotsu ramens." Your finger taps two orders and you complete the ordering process. "Looks like it will be here in roughly twenty minutes. Do you want something to drink while we wait?" You stand up to walk over to the kitchen, opening the refrigerator.

"Water, green tea, cola, or apple juice?" You call out to Sakusa while you stare at the bottled drinks.

"Green tea is fine."

You grab two bottles of green tea and rejoin him on the sofa. Sakusa takes the bottle from you and thanks you. Another silence drapes over the two of you and you're starting to feel bad for not holding a stable conversation. "Sorry, I'm sure this is making you feel as awkward as I am feeling." Sakusa lowers his head, staring at the green tea in his hands.

"I-It's alright. I guess it doesn't help that the two of us are introverts." Nibbling your bottom lip, you place your bottle down on the coffee table. "I guess I should answer your questions you asked earlier."

Sakusa raises his head and looks at you hesitantly. He patiently waits for you to answer. Grabbing hold of one of the pillows, you place it on your lap to give you something to squeeze your nervousness out. "My favorite food is grilled mackerel and I didn't go to university because I didn't have a clear career path I wanted to go for."

The next question is about living on your own. Of course you felt lonely but having to verbally admit that, makes it even more depressing to think about. "At first when I started to live on my own...the loneliness became overbearing. I was only 15 so I had to learn things on my own. Like how to cook, clean, and to manage my money. I kept myself busy so I wouldn't have to think about how lonely it was. Over the years I didn't think about how lonely I am until recently."