𝒔𝒊𝒄𝒌. | Kiyoomi Sakusa x Reader

Is this what falling in love feels like?

A yawn escapes your lips when you slowly sit up in bed. You spent last night wrapping gifts for today.

Things have been busy for you with work and planning your trip to Hokkaido with Sakusa.

Not only did you get gifts for your friends, you decided to get something for your grandmother and Midori. You stare at the bag that's sitting by your suitcase. Not knowing anything about Midori made him the most difficult person to gift. You only hope he'll enjoy the treats of Tokyo.

Staring at your clock on the back wall tells you that it's 8:23 AM.

Is it too early for you to be there? When are you suppose to be there anyway?

You lift the blanket off of you and drag your feet towards the bathroom to freshen up. You then exit the bathroom.

Sakusa said for you to not dress up but...

Lowering your eyes down to your oversized sweater and sweatpants, you wonder if this is too casual. You're only going to be with the others and there's no reason for you to impress anyone. But, you can't help but worry about Sakusa's opinion.

You've always been cautious of his thoughts of you. You didn't make a great first impression when you compared him to Atsumu. It wouldn't surprise you if Sakusa thought you were just another one of Atsumu's eye candy.

You groan into your palms after looking at your reflection in the mirror. "Whatever..." Your lips turn into a pout.

For an adult, you're acting like you're a young teenager in love.

The thought makes you freeze.

Is this what it feels like to have a crush on someone?

Your face heats up and your heart races uncontrollably. You slowly raise a hand to clench your chest. Having this realization makes you swirl in several different emotions.

But one thing is certain— it's scary.

"Agh." You raise your hands to your cheeks, lightly slapping yourself. You reflexively reach into your pockets for a cigarette and lighter. But your pockets are empty. You exit your bedroom and find the items you're looking for on the kitchen counter. Grabbing them off the counter, you walk over to the balcony and start to subconsciously raise the cigarette to your lips, lighting it. Before you can raise the flame to the cigarette, a voice calls out to you.

"Y/L/N?" Komori is the one to look down at you. "Smoking this early in the morning?"

"Ah..." You shyly lower the cigarette away from your lips.

"Come on up. I'm sure a nice cup of milk and cookies is much healthier than a cigarette." Komori grins from ear to ear. He quickly leaves and you hear the screen door open and close. Exhaling, you place the cigarette back into the pack and head inside.