𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐏𝐒𝐄 𝐇𝐔𝐒𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐃 - 𝘐𝘔𝘈𝘎𝘐𝘕𝘌𝘚!

"oh, how he loved you"

I took a shaky breath as I stand in front of his apartment door. there's no turning back now. as I was about to knock, the door suddenly opened.

my eyes went wide like a deer in a headlight, but immediately sigh in relief when I noticed it was his roommate.

"oh god, rob, you scared me shitless" I breathe out

"Sorry, love" he apologized smirking cheekily, but it instantly got replaced by a concerned frown, "-what are you doing h-"

"How is he?" I cut him off, looking up at him through my eyelashes

he blinked at me, looking down at the floor and back at me again, I anxiously waited for him to reply, bringing my thumb up to my mouth, biting my nail.

"honestly?" I nodded, "-he has been a mess" he continued solemnly

I looked at him my eyes glimmering with hope, "what is he doing now?" I asked,

"he's almost done streaming" he replied motioning me to come in, "-you should go talk to him" he smiled politely at me

I paced back on forth in front of the door, after 10 minutes of rob begging me to talk to him, I finally said yes.

I went in carefully looking back at rob who's closing the door behind him as he was about to leave. I silently walked towards corpse's recording room, I waited in front of the door rethinking my decision coming in here. you know what, fuck it.

I knocked a couple of time until I heard his voice, I heard rustling behind the door, his footsteps getting closer every second "rob? I thought you left-", the door finally slammed open.

"y/n?" corpse said coldly looking down at me, Lord, what did I ever do to have him looking at me with such disgust and harsh eyes.

"can we talk," I asked him unsurely, he stared at me his mouth dangling slightly agape

he looked at me once more, he eventually moved past me walking towards his living room. he sits on the couch staring at me waiting for me to talk, "corpse, I- I wanted to see you" I stuttered out

"We need to talk" I stared at him, waiting for his reaction

after a while, corpse decide to say something with a harsher tone, "what the hell are you doing here"

I stand in front of him, clearing my throat awkwardly, "corpse i... I don't understand why you broke up with me, nor will I ask you why. but I want to ask you if we can perhaps.. you know-"

"what? get back together?" he asked chuckling darkly, when I nodded my head hesitantly he let out a bitter laugh, "-get this through your mind, darling, I don't want to be with you"

wow, that hurts. but I refuse to show it.

"at least explain what I did wrong," I asked him desperately, moving closer to him, "-I thought we were happy together?"

he narrowed his dark eyes at me, "listen to me y/n. I'm not a guy who can stand an intimate relationship, I'm constantly streaming, i'm practically recording 24/7. I'm a busy guy. why can't you realize that?! I can't feel freedom when I'm with you!"

I feel a tear coming down my face, "I made you feel trapped?" I asked carefully afraid of what he's gonna say next

he nodded coldly "yes" I let out another painful sob

"i- corpse I don't understand?" another sob came out, "-I thought you loved me"

"I don't" he answered shortly, standing up walking towards the kitchen with me following not far behind like a lost puppy

at this point I'm already sobbing like a maniac, my sobs were the only thing I can hear throughout corpse's apartment, "but I still love you corpse"

"well, what do you want me to do with that?!"

I peered back at him to reveal my tear-streaked face. corpse's expression was frigid, his eyes staring daggers at me

wiping my eyes, my eyes widened as I scoffed at him shaking my head, "well sorry for caring" I spat "-goodbye, corpse"

I spun on my heels and stormed out of his apartment

once corpse heard his door slammed shut, he let out a shaky sigh. he stared blankly at the spot you were standing earlier

he was hurt. he was hurt that he knows he had hurt you. he was mad at himself

the thing is, he still loved you, oh so dearly.

his first round of tears came out from his dark eyes he slumped back against the wall and slid down to the floor, he cradled his own head in his arms, "god what did I do" he whispered

everything he told y/n was a lie

corpse loved you more than anything in this world. you were the most precious thing he has ever found. he adores the way you laughed, the way you yawned, the way you comforts him when he's sad. he admires you

he loves how you're the last thing he sees before going to sleep, and the first thing he saw when he wakes up. he would do anything to have you back.

deciding against it when corpse thought it was for the best. he didn't want any other girl. you're the most beautiful woman corpse ever sees

corpse is the type of guy who'd get jealous easily, he'd do anything to protect you. he's very insecure about himself. he thinks you deserved someone way better. so he broke up with you. thinking it was the best decision for both of them. it hurts him. and he realizes it hurts you too.

oh, how he loved you

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