Thebluhart

Chapter 27- Lost

I walked to his front door and knocked twice. I was all over the place, Chad was the last person I wanted to see because to be honest he broke my heart. I didn't really have anywhere else to go well I did but I didn't want to go to my friends house because I craved Chad and I hated him but deep down inside I still loved him. I couldn't hate him 100 percent despite of what he did to me. I don't know why though because anybody else would've stopped fucking with him but not me.

"Ali? What the hell? What you doing here?" He asked as he stepped out and closed the door behind him
He looked a hot ass mess, and honestly I didn't want to know what was behind that door and why he was being so sneaky.
"Look, I love you and I'm sorry about those things I said to you when you came to come get me from the hospital but it's just that-" I was cut off by the door opening
"Daddy, what's taking so long? We're waiting for you" asked the mysterious bitch

She was white as cocaine, had platinum blonde hair and was completely naked.
"One second baby, I'll be right there" he told her
"Wow! You're sick..." I said as I attempted to walk off
"Wait Ali don't go, just give me a second" he told me as he reached for my arm
"Wait? Out here? With my baby? You must be dumber than I thought you were!" I said to him
"Bruh! Alright just come in and just wait on the couch" he suggested
"Mmcht...this is pathetic"I said as I walked in the house

I sat on the couch and just waited until this bozo was done dealing with Mary Kate and Ashley.
"Byeeeee Chady, see you next time" one of the blondes said as they walked out the door
I just rolled my eyes and checked on Alida because she been quiet for a long time.
"I'm sorry about that bruh, I didn't know you was coming" he said as he walked toward the living room
"And I didn't know you were fucking blonde bitches now. Crazy what a nigga would do for a orgasm"
"Aliza, you can't be mad...we weren't together"
"I don't care! You'll always be wrong, I expect you to be kissing my ass and trying to be a father to your daughter"
"I'm trying! You being impossible though, you keep pushing me away from you and her. Stop fighting me, I told you I was sorry man...I know I messed up"
"I hope you do because you've lied so many times"

"Ali, I got some growing up to do and so far I've made some progress. Just let me show you...I love you."
"You don't mean that, so I'm not saying it back"
I picked Alida up out her car seat and took her upstairs to the nursery he showed me months ago and honestly I was still surprised it was still here.
As I walked back downstairs, I didn't see Chad in the living room anymore. I looked around and boom his stupid ass was outside sitting by the pool.

"What are you doing out here?" I asked him as I slid the sliding glass door back
"Thinking...you were the best thing that ever happened to me and honestly I messed that up for myself. Fucking these bitches and beating on you was no way to treat you. Ali you deserve the world and I'm so stupid bruh. You keep running back to me and I don't know why, you need to leave me alone." He told me as tears fell down his cheek
"I love you Chad and honestly that's the only thing that bothers me when I go to sleep at night. You were my first real attachment, you'll always be in my heart regardless of how this goes. I love you, have love for you and that's all I can say. I'm learning to forgive you for what you did but when I forgive you what else can I do other than move on? I can't hold that against you forever."

"I don't deserve you man, you so forgiving"
"I know but what can I do? I'm a fool in love with you"
He leaned in to kiss me and I swear I wanted to reject him but like I said once before, I love this man. That pop kiss turned into more than that. I straddled him and started to tongue kiss him and honestly I knew where this was going because tongue kisses turned me on.

He picked me up and carried me into the house with my legs wrapped around him. We went up the stairs, into his room and he laid me on the bed. He removed my pants and underwear and started to French kiss my vagina! It made me moan louder than expected and to keep me quiet and keep Alida asleep he slipped his fingers into my mouth. That just made me want him more and honestly I don't know what took over me but I grabbed his face and kissed him and pulled his pants down.