I Always Smile, But Is It Always Real?✅

part 8

The lyrics Minho wrote :

Am I nothing without you?

We were perfect when together,
Our bond was like a magnificent glass work,

Transparent and beautiful.

But now that bond has been broken. The broken glass pieces are giving me scars.

Everyone wants me with you, all they see is your absence , nothing else.

I feel like I am better without you at the same time I don't.

I feel like I am happy and fine at the same time I don't .

I feel like I have lost nothing at the same time I feel like I have nothing left to lose.

Why can't I do things right without you,

Why do I feel useless without you,

Am I really nothing without you

( Guys please don't be disappointed by the above lyrics because I was the one who wrote it and I am not a professional 😖 and they praised it because it is the part of story)

"They aren't actually lyrics that can fit in a song it is more like a poem. They would need some modification" said Minho feeling slightly embarassed.

"That's not a problem, we don't require too much modification. Thanks a lot hyung. " Changbin said.

" Hyung what are these lyrics about?" asked Han. " How about you take a guess " replied Minho.

" Ugh Hyung please no suspense" groaned Jeongin. Minho just shrugged.

" I think it is about a toxic relationship " said Han.

" Yeah I think the same, it looks like one ,where the person is getting hurt because of it but is too scared to let the other person go because he thinks that he needs the other person" said Changbin

" Ah that sounds really frustrating" said Felix.

" Yeah and very depressing" said Jeongin.

" How did you get the inspiration hyung" asked Jeongin.

" Somehow. But did you like it?" asked Minho nervously.

" Yeah hyung we really liked it" said Jeongin.

" I think we all agree with Jeongin" stated Changbin.

"Yeah totally" said all of them in sync. They looked at eachother with wide eyes.

" Damn we share the same brain cells" said Felix.

" Wow" "Ew" said Han and Jeongin simultaneously.

Minho and Chanbin started laughing.

Minho suddenly started getting lost in his thoughts and stopped laughing.

" Am I really nothing without you" said Minho in his mind while looking at the ceiling.

He felt every one disappear from his sight. He was drowning in his thoughts.

The same question started repeating in his head. He closed his eyes. He started panicking suddenly his face popped up in his mind ( his mortal enemy) .

Minho's eyes shot open in fear.

" Hyung are you okay?" asked Felix.

" Yeah are you having trouble with something ?" asked Jeongin.

" Yeah , I have to use the bathroom real quick" lied Minho.

" Mr. Wang , may I go to the washroom" asked Minho.