Disturbed

Chapter 10

*hey just a warning this chapter deals with depression*
Saiki
It's been a few days since Torisuka's visit, I haven't talked to y/n much outside of school  since she walked out crying, I'm not sure who those girls were but I din't wanna bring it up and hurt her.
Y/n
The past few days have been bad, I had been doing pretty good. Until that guy, mentioned them. My mom was a single mom, my dad walked out when I was born. Until I was 13 it was just me and my mom, she was always there for me, the best mom I could've asked for. Then Clara walked in, her and mom hit it off. They got married and while me and my mom had a great relationship, Clara was my best friend. I'm pretty antisocial so I really only had my moms. Until the crash. Now I have no one, a tear trickles down my face. Then another one, and another until I was heaving. I couldn't hold it in anymore, I screamed into my pillow gripping at it. My vision went blurry and my door burst open. 'Who's that I thought I was home alone'
Saiki
I hear a muffled scream from y/n's room as soon as I open the front door, mom and dad aren't home. I run to her room and run in expecting to see a murder or something of that sort, but no. 'S-she's crying?' I have emotions of course but nothing extreme, I've never felt emotional pain as I'm pretty sure she is now. I'm not sure how to comfort her, but I can't just leave her like this, I'm not a monster. I sit down and slowly wrap my arm around her, she clings to me crying into my shirt.
"I'm sorry you have to see me like this" she says in between sobs. I'm not sure what to say so I just squeeze her a bit tighter. We sit like this for about 10 minutes. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to worry you. I'm fine now really, you can go"
I shake my head, good grief I can't leave now.
Y/n
"Really I'm fine" I say lying to him and myself. I'm actually terrified but I can't let him see that. He gently touches my arm and shakes his head, "I'm not gonna leave you" he says. He has the same cold expression he usually does but something is different, there's pain in his voice. Saiki slept in my bed that night, running his fingers through my hair every time I cried until we eventually both fell asleep me head on his chest and his arm around me