Taehyung's POV
I slump into the bed as soon as I return home. It is still 3 hours to the next nearest event, that is, the afternoon party. And then there is farewell in the evening, a big claim on my energy.
I need to rest but there is something more important than anything else at this moment.
I pull myself up to rest by the headboard of the bed and pick up the letter I placed on the table nearby as soon as I returned.
Jiwoo's letter.
Let us see what the dread of parting has brought out.
Letter
My love, Taehyung
This is not a love letter. I just felt that I should say these things to you. So I am here. Penning down my feelings.
I am being utterly honest hoping that I can be.
The first time I saw you, in class 2 years ago, I was startled by your personality. I was disgusted at the way other girls treated you. I was confused as, why I was not the same.
I soon found out. The reason I wasn't like them was that I needed time. Just like every piece of art requires time to be admired for its true beauty. I required time to admire you.
I don't remember how or when my feeling for you surpassed the safety line and I started falling for you.
I swear Taehyung, words can't fathom the depth to describe the amount of love I feel for you. Somewhere someone is really pleased with me. So I was rewarded with the honor to be the recipient of your love.
Thank you so much for taking me for a stroll on the path of happiness. The last six months were the best time I had in as long as I remember.
You believed in me Taehyung. And I believed in stars. But the same stars betrayed me. My destiny was never taking me to you.
How funny this is. Like all those conventional love stories that I hated, we were in the same situation. I being the hopeless girl and you being the handsome boy. The only difference between them and us is that their story ended in happy-happy while we ended in happy-hurt.
You were wrong Taehyung. There is no such thing called happy hurt. Hurt is always painful.
But this is not a blame. I still thank you for the hopes you brought to me, the joy you gave me, and the memories you formed with me. Your every touch, your every kiss has left a permanent imprint on my mind that not even the time can erase.
I always said that I don't want to hurt you. I still say that. But maybe the next statement will hurt you.
Please don't wait for me Taehyung. Move on and find yourself someone worthy of having you. You are a great man and you deserve all the love and happiness in the world.
I will never dismiss this time I spent with you as infatuation. No. I loved you all this time and I will love you as long as I can.
Thank you very much Taehyung. For everything.
You are the best thing that ever happened to me.
Yours sincerely,
Jiwoo.
End
I should feel stabbed. I should feel pained at her words. My hands should shake. My body should shiver. But none of these happens.
I am sitting on my bed, holding the letter in my hand. A teardrop traces its path on my face and drips to the paper smudging the ink in the circle where it falls.
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