Kendall And You

Always Forever

Kendall's pov 

I sat right next to y/n, just looking carefully I knew she wasn't going to say anything so I looked up and memories are flashing by, I didn't know what to say to her because it's been 3 months since she left. "Hey babe I know it's been a long time but i just wanted to say hey and see how your doing" but it was just silent, that's what I expected "I know we are forever, always forever and I love you so much and everyone misses you especially the kids, every time i see them they are always asking for you, mason wants to know when you are coming back to come play nerf guns all around the house and then end up breaking something and Kourtney gets mad but you always take the blame" I close my eyes and start laughing but it was still silent, no sound. 

"Me and kylie named some of our clothing brands after you and everything you liked to wear is in our clothing site too, oh yeah I forgot Kanye named a album after you too and my mom hung pictures of you around her house and it brings a smile to my face that they loved you as much as I did" I show her the album picture which was a picture of her and me sitting on the crub eating ice cream but again silent so I held the picture to my heart with tears running down my face, "Scott says he misses you crazy ass around the house, he misses all the pranks you use to pull and that one time where you pretend to get ran over and we all thought you were hurt but we found you on the floor laughing" It was getting a little chilly so I wore one of y/n's sweaters "all your clothes are still at my house i haven't took them out, i really should but i can't" i smelled the sweater and it smelled like her, warm and happy.

"Your mom called me a few days ago, she said she's been busy so she hasn't come to visit you but she misses you a lot y/n everyone does, stormi made you this drawing it has you me and her in middle when we took her to the fair and you when on with her on the carousel, she really loves you but don't get me started with north haha she told me she wants to go back to that playground we would take her every Friday" I check my phone to see her that I've been here for a while.  

I remembered that it was y/n's birthday a few weeks ago, i came to visit her on her birthday too, i brought her some balloons and flowers and my sisters came and we sang happy birthday and we ate cake and y/n's favorite food pasta. 

I was about 5 months in my pregnancy, y/n told me some names I fell in love with Natalie if it's a girl and if it's a boy his name is going to be noel "I'm going to find out the gender of the baby soon i wish you go with me, just the two of us but it's not possible but I can't wait for the little one to come and bring us happiness" i look at the time and it's time for my to go because I have a meeting with my family. 

"So y/n I got to go but it was great talking with you again, I wish you could hug you again at least one more time, I never got to tell you I love you and that you mean so much to me, I'll make sure we meet up again maybe when I'm free on Tuesday before the big trip i have with my family, I'll make sure I bring Scott next time because he never stops talking about you, bye y/n" I picked the flowers i got for y/n and placed them right next to her in the vase and cleaned of the dirt and grass that was on her headstone, wiped my tears and blew y/n a kiss and walked to my car and I felt my spine getting chills so i put my hands in my pocket to find one of y/n's letters she wrote me before she left.