Crimson Notion

seven

i'm sorry i haven't updated in a while! my car broke down and i had to take some time to fix it plus hours at the hospital have been insane due to covid.

please be safe and wear a mask. not only for yourself but for others too.

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As I smooth my hands over the soft fabric of the little black dress I have on, I can't help but tell myself this.

You look fucking hot.

Even when I used to party all the time, I never wore something like this. I'm not usually the kind of girl to wear dresses like this but I feel so sexy. The way it hugs my curves and especially the way it exposes parts of my tattoos make me love it even more.

I was never able to show my tattoos before because I was too scared about Eric finding out and hurting me for them. At least here I can be proud of them and not have to worry about the consequences from him.

Maybe from Harry but at least I know it wouldn't be physical abuse.

I will admit, I am a little nervous for people to see me in this dress but I'm also excited to see how Harry will react. He's gonna see my tattoos for the first time which makes me a little nervous. Usually men sexualize these kinds of tattoos and it makes me uncomfortable and Harry also happens to have a very flirtatious personality.

He most definitely let that shine the other day.

There is obviously some physical attraction going on between us, no doubt. I can't lie, he is definitely the most handsome man that I've ever seen. He has the chiseled body of a greek god and don't even get me started on those long brown curls, the tattoos, and those eyes.

The way his body was glistening when he caught my dumb ass dancing in the living room nearly made my heart stop. His abs were so defined and his chest look so strong and built. What completely caught me off guard was when my eyes traveled down his torso and before I could even stop myself, I saw how excited he was through his basketball shorts.

I've never even touched a dick sexually before. I'm a twenty year old virgin with no experience yet my mouth watered when I saw just how much my dancing affected him. Let's just say my ego kind of enjoyed that.

Anyways, even if Harry is hot as fuck I can't let him distract me, I need to focus on my plan to get out of here. I have a family and a boyfriend who are probably searching for me right now and they have to be my main goal.

I know it's wrong of me for wanting to get back to Eric but he's my sense of familiarity. Even though he's rude and hurts me a lot, I know that I have a bad attitude so he's only putting me in my place or teaching me a lesson. Anyways, he's the only person I have.

He's all I know.

I still can't believe I'm going to a club tonight though, especially with Harry of all people. Then again it's not like I really have a choice. I will admit, I was more excited about going for the chance of possibly sneaking out and running away but when Harry woke me up he assured me that the club will be stuffed full and all eyes would be on me.

I wish I knew why I was needed in this plan of his though. I'm just a nurse and I've done literally nothing wrong. All I do is go to work and go home. I'm not allowed to do anything else unless I'm with Eric.

"Esme we need to go!" I hear Harry call from the hallway.

I quickly finish the last bit of my makeup and brush through my straightened long hair, ensuring there are no knots before rushing over to the closet to grab a pair of cherry red pumps. I slide them on and walk over to the full length mirror to give myself one last look.