Dear Fred
I know I have to do better, I have failed. I should have never let any of you join the battle. What kind of father am I. I remember as if it were yesterday the Triwizard tournament, I remember Amos and I celebrating when we seen Cedric and Harry return. I remember everything going quiet, the only thing audible was Amos's screams of anguish. I remember it so well because I remember thinking thank god Fred or George wasn't picked, thank god I still have them.
Do you remember that summer. I loaned you and George some money to start up Wizards Wizarding Wheezes and I made you swear not to tell your mother, then I found out Harry had lent you the money he had won and I nearly throttled the both of you. I regret that, I regret all the times I scolded you or shouted, I regret ever doubting you, I regret everything now.
Your mom just cries all the time and there's nothing I can do, nothing I can say. I don't know how to go on like this, I feel useless, unneeded.
Muggles don't interest me anymore, I can't find the time to be happy or passionate about anything. I have really tried to be strong for everyone but it's so hard. I know we didn't say it a lot Freddie but I love you more than I have ever loved anything in my entire life.
I never thought I would have so many children and I am blessed to have every single one of yous. The days you were born were the six greatest days of my life. April 1st being the most special because I got blessed twice. I miss you Freddie boy, you will always be missed.
Love Arthur
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Dear Fred
FanfictionThese are the letters all the Weasley family wrote to Fred after his passing to help them move on with their lives. If you want to cry some more their are visuals on my tiktok which is theodosia666 (Personally Ginnys kills me every time) (I also wro...
