Chapter 10

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Well, Rosalie's father raped her again (of course). So she is now officially my sister and

he can't hurt her anymore! (All that happened while I was gone, so Rosalie and I got back

home at about the same time...) A busy 2 weeks pass, with taking care of the little ones.

Rosalie kept crying in her sleep, I can't imagine the horror she must've endured with her

father. I'm just happy it's over. I took care of her babies along with mine, since I could see that

she wasn't okay. I'll wake up with tears in my eyes too sometimes, or have nightmares about

Edgar coming up to me and the pain. He never cared about me, of course neither did George. A

lot of the time I think all of us girls feel unlovable. We just have to push through our hurt, and

love each other. We are sisters now, and we're getting closer every day. Even with the pain we

will push though and take good care of all the babies.

Then one morning I wake up with an urge to puke, I ran and barely made it to the toilet.

While I was puking Rosalie ran in and proceeded to puke in the sink. Our first thought was

that we had the stomach bug (since we do share a room), but then we realized that one (or both)

of us could be pregnant. We took tests (which Rosalie brought with her. They were leftover

from when she found out she was pregnant with her triplets), and lo and behold they both came

up positive. We're pregnant again... Wow, what a shock. I guess Meranda will feel more like my

biological child since I'm now pregnant with her half sibling(s). Although, that's not much

consolation. It's hard enough taking care of the children we have... How on earth will we take

care of more little ones? "What are we going to do?" I asked Rosalie. "I don't even know" she

responded "But, I sure would feel wrong aborting these children, or even putting them up for

adoption, since I kept all the others". "Yeah" I agreed "I feel the same, I mean even though this

might be hard no child should have to feel less than their siblings just because of the

circumstances of their birth". We decided that we would tell my mom and just hope that she

knows what to do. 

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