Re:The Worst System Leveling Turned Me Into A Zombie

Chapter 31: The Power Of Worms

"No-" I stumble mid-step. My heart pounds, as I realize where I am.

Did I die twice?

Am I back at the beginning?

My eyes spread open to take in Tiendas City, the gargoyles atop the archway to the city stare at me from atop their perch. Their gemstone eyes mock me, saying hello once again. With horror, I check the Hunter Counter. All around me, familiar buildings crowd my sight. "1,400,038. I'm back at the beginning...! I didn't go all the back!" Instantly I freeze, realizing I may have said too much. Yin stands behind me with a curious expression.

"Hei? Are you...okay?" She asks. I almost answer, when despair rocks through me.

"N-No! NO! Why didn't we go back! Why are we still in the dungeon!"

I didn't go back to the beginning.

We're stuck in the dungeon.

There's a System God manipulating everything.

"There's no way out."

"What? Hey, look at me!" Yin snaps her fingers, coming in and peering into my eyes. "Do you have a fever?"

"No way out..."

I brush her away and put my head in my hands. Just thinking. Yin patiently waits while I try to figure out what to do.

There's no way to get out. The System God controls everything. He's invincible, a power which rivals the gods of myth right now. I've heard of them before in my past life, though I never met one myself. Sometimes they show up. No one ever knows what they'll do. Except this time, I do know. I know exactly what this godlike creature wants.

And I can't do anything about it.

Even if I play the game perfectly, all the way to the end, I'll just end up back here when he kills me.

Unless I kill Yin.

Which I won't do.

There's no way to stop this.

It'll just be an endless loop.

"Damnit DAMNIT DAMNIT!" I moan, clutching my head, staring all around hopelessly at the translucent blue barrier than separates us from the rest of the world. "There really isn't anything I can do!"

"Hei! Get a hold of yourself! I'm here, we'll figure it out! What's wrong?" Yin leans in and cradles me in her arms, pressing herself against me. But I can't respond, I'm thinking too hard, lost without hope.

So many broken timelines.

All those lost souls.

Is this all there is?

Until it hits me.

What I must do.

The only way to win.

"If I can't win...then I'll lose. Over and over. Forever." I mutter to myself as Yin's concerned eyes rake over me. I close my own and harden my heart. For I have decided what to do. "Damned System God. I'll show you the power of worms!"

If in every timeline I have to die so that Yin may live, then I will do exactly that. Even if it means coming back here as many times as it takes.

Even if it means eternity.

That will be my punishment for taking so many lives.

I'll replay this messed up game over and over, and at least in every timeline I leave behind, Yin will survive. Who knows if those timelines even still exist once I die, perhaps it all gets reset. But there's no other way or the System God wins! If there's even the slightest chance that in a timeline out there, Yin gets to survive, then this must be my path. The alternative would be to give up and live in a world without her. I promised her I'd come back and save her. Every single time. This bastard won't be the one to make me break my promise. I won't be a liar.