𝖆𝖈𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖈𝖚𝖕𝖘 ✦ jaesahi

chapter 40

i tried to shift yesterday and it felt like i was meeting jesus and his crew fr 🏃♀️😭

song of the chapter: don't call me crazy by ashlee

pls listen to it it fits so well with the chapter dfjkskdjf

Asahi drove through the city, trying to contain his anger. His hand gripped the steering wheel so hard it made his knuckles go white. He wanted to just cry in frustration but he knew he couldn't do that.

Jaehyuk rested his head against the window, recalling the kiss. He still felt Asahi's lips on his. He wanted to kiss him again. But he'll really ruin it if he did. The tension in the car was so dense they felt it in the air. Asahi wanted to get out as soon as possible.

"What happened at the place you were in?" Jaehyuk asked, he couldn't take another second of silence.

"Why do you wanna know?" Asahi muttered.

" Just asking." Jaehyuk shrugged with a bored expression.

"I was upset ." He sighed.

Jaehyuk slouched in his seat, thinking whether he should ask or not. Was the conversation even worth keeping up? It was too awkward to stay silent yet also too awkward to speak. Regret dominated all of his emotions. He didn't know what to do.

"Are you more upset now?" Jaehyuk asked quietly and turned his head to him.

Asahi tensed up and clenched his jaw trying to look normal. He didn't answer the question. He was really upset. He felt used. Hurt. Played. betrayed. A lump formed in his throat. He couldn't possibly speak now. If he did. He'll cry.

"I'm fine." He choked out.

He opened the door to his dorm. For another night, his roommate wasn't there. He was exhausted , his eyes were barely open. There were no sleep in them. Just being emotionally drained. He took off his shoes as he stared into the void.

The first thing he thought about doing was getting his video camera. He walked to his desk and set up his camera. He dropped himself on his desk chair and stared at it blankly . He just turned from side to side in his chair as he looked down, he wasn't ready to speak.

After a little while, he looked up at the camera.