Knock Me Down - [COMPLETE]

33 - New Year's Kiss Pt.2 [NSFW]

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He lays me down on it hovering over me between my legs. He touches our noses together, asking, "Are you okay with kissing here?"

I nod, knowing this was coming but unprepared.

No matter how many times we've kissed, it hasn't taken away the astoundment I feel that it's happening. It still overtakes my senses and although closing my eyes ideally would soothe my nerves it only makes me feel unshielded under him.

The noises of the people and the music downstairs tunes out of my ears the less I focus on how good of a job I'm doing to how good we both feel. Although we've been together more, we hardly get moments to act freely. I want to kiss him whenever I want. Be with him whenever I want. To taste him when I want.

I can't help open my eyes a peek to look at him and as if he felt it, he does the same. My face flares up in red and I go to separate our lips in embarrassment but he slips his hand behind my neck. He chuckles into our kiss and I feel his chest rumble as he lowers himself onto me.

His tongue enters my mouth but because he helps me scoot up to give him more room onto the bed it gets deliciously sloppy for a moment. My crotch presses against his on accident and I flinch. He releases my lips making a small 'chu' sound, and he stares down at me. A flat expression but carrying mischief in his eyes.

"Is this okay?" He murmurs, rolling his hips into me.

My breath gets caught. I'm turned on but the anxiety bubbles at the back of my thoughts.

He runs his fingers through my hair, seeing my nerves and speaks up answering the question I'm too afraid to say out loud, "Not sex."

My lips part, void of the right words.

"Have you ever received oral?"

"Fuck, you didn't just ask that" I blush and cover my face. Oral. It sounds so intense like that. Blowjob would've been less serious.

"Have you?"

"Yes" I was reserved but I had covered the basics of any generic sex life.

"Do you want...?"

My heart started racing. I don't know if I was ready.

"I mean–I've, er, never–not actually given a blowjob" I say through my hands.

He laughs, putting his forehead over my hands, "Matty. I'm asking if I can give you one. I don't want anything in return"

I'm sizzling hot, "Oh."

He nips the back of my left hand, "You can say no"

I'm starting to feel sorry about how much he reassures me.

"S-sure"

"Just relax. I'll be doing all the work" He pecks my cheek slowly and gently, "Lay back and feel good"

He reclaims my mouth and I know what he's trying to do to is ease me into it. He palms me from outside of my jeans, feeling where I am from tip to end. He lays delicate kisses from the corner of my mouth to my cheek, to my ear, under it and then takes the lobe of my ear to bite it softly. I let go of his hair and grab the sheets of the bed to brace myself.