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Pronouns: they/them

warnings: angst, crying, death, self harm, death threat, broken heart, suicide, sad ending, blood.

ANGST

Y/n's pov:

i was a month away from getting my drivers licenses and i was gonna suprise Wilbur with it.

~time skips after one and a half months~

I got my driver's license last week, just like we always talked about, 'cause you where so exited for me, to finally drive up to your house.

But then i saw your text:

'Look im sorry y/n, but i don't think that this is gonna work out. Im sorry'

But today i drove throught the suburbs, crying cause you weren't around

i was sad, i felt like dying, like im worthless, i felt sick.....

And you're probably with that blonde girl who always made me doubt, she's so much older then me

I saw tweets saying:

" Savannah is SO much better then y/n"
♡︎100

"Savannah is prettier then y/n, they are ugly and not the right one for Will"
♡︎2,000

"Y/n should die!
Like this tweet if you agree"
♡︎4,000

"They should just fuck off, i think that Wilbur is a 100% better without them and with Savannah"
♡︎3,000
"Omfg i would hate to look like y/n, they are such a clown🤡"
♡︎300

"They are a ✨Whore✨"
♡︎5,000

'She's everthing im insecure about.
Yeah today i drove trought the suburbs cause how could i ever love someone else?'

i was crying, looking trough her stream and seeing Wilbur happy with her-he was ha....happy?

'And i know we weren't perfect, but i've never felt this way for noone'

i was breaking as i thought of our good memorys tougether

'And i just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that im gone'

i ran to the bathroom looking for some sissores

'Guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me'

i found a brand new razore

'Cause you said forever, now i drive alone past your street'

Blood was all over the floor and my whole hand fell numb

'And all of my friends are tired of hearing how much i miss you, but i kinda feel sorry for them, cause they'll never know you the way that i do'

The pain didn't go away

'Today i drove trough the suburbs'

i took my phone

'And pictured i was driving home to you, and i know we weren't perfect  and i know we weren't perfect, but i've never felt this way for no one'

i started recording a video.

"..h-hiIi" i had a voice crack from how cold i felt, from how scared i was, from just everything.

"this is the last time youll see me on social media" i said to the camera.

I deleted all my pictures, all my tweets, i deleted my twich account, i deleted my youtube channel, i deleted all my tiktoks, i gave all of my accounts a new name:
"FirstandLast"

~After 5 minuets~

"So im now in m-my car" you said as scared.
"So this is what you all have wanted right?" You asked the camera.

Then you just rolled up your sleeves and said
"hahah these are not helping" you lauged, you would need to be death to not hear the scare in your voice.

"well im gonna be doing you all a favore, and well this is byeee, see you never" you said as you ended the recording.
you posted it on your twitter.

Then you started a new recording where it shows you how you die.
Then the moment came and you....you drove your car off a clip with you in it.

On twitter:
AlfaAcenny: whai- did they....OMG

PlsNoCopy: uhhhh

Bloxxer: so now they are blaming us? Such a pussy

QuackitysBaldSpot: omg nuuu y/n, plz say this was a joke:(

Dreamsh0e: we have lost 7 people already this week, and now y/n is the 8th person we have lost, o7

TommyInnit: NOO WOMEN!!

TubboLive: wahit no y/n don't, you are more worth theg other people say!

WilburSoot: Y/N, WHAT THE FUCK, ARE YOU JOKING? PLEASE TELL ME YOU ARE!!!

A/N:

This shit was sadge, anyways i hope you liked it?

Okii byebye <3

Edit: a lot of people have been requesting a part 2, but i don't know, i even kinda regret that i made this, i feel like its a bit too far, so no i will not be doing a part 2 to this so please don't ask for one :(

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