I think I might have a heart attack (Deathnote FanFic)

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Y-your kidding me right?

I thought in disbelief as I stared at the deathnote then the corpse, then the deathnote again.

A-are you telling me that instead of that Shinigami falling in love with Misa and saving her, they fell in love with me instead?

A freaking Shinigami just gave their life for me?!

I staggered back a few paces.

What am I supposed to do?

I thought frantically.

If I touch it, I'll be the second Kira and could easily be blamed for all these deaths.

If I leave it, someone else will find it and in the wrong hands it would be a catastrophe!

If I take it, if someone else manages to steal it or I'm put in a position where I have to give it to someone else, I'll lose all memory of the deathnote. Including it being a show, the reason I'm here.

Everything.

I'll be nothing, I won't have a purpose here.

Not here.

No anywhere in this realm.

Nothing.

I shook my head in annoyance.

I need to freaking stop thinking about myself! I need to get that notebook, I don't need to use it, I just need to make sure it doesn't get into the wrong hands...

Then what?

If they find me with it...

Dam it!

I guess that's a risk I'm just going to have to take.

I marched forward and picked up the note.

I guess I'm now....

The second Kira.....