Tommy + Tubbo Adoption

🥀 Just a normal day🥀

(Tommy's POV)

Tommy woke up the bed felt cold without Tubbo, he felt lonely. He felt even more lonely when he noticed Tubbo wasn't in the room and it was 1:37 Pm. I had started sleeping in because Tubbo doesn't need me anymore he has Wil,Techno and, Phil he doesn't need me to help him get up and pick out clothing nor would he want me too he hates me he wont talk to me and when I try to talk to him he just walks away and pretends I'm not there

Tommy why don't you just kill yourself? Tubbo doesn't need you and honestly you just annoy everyone in the house.

Warm liquid started rolling down my face, It's true I know I annoy everyone before I knew it i was in the washroom and looking for my blade once I found it I started cutting

One for Tubbo

One for Techno

One for Phil

One for Wil

One for being annoying

Five for anyone that as ever had to deal with me

Ten for ruining Tubbo's chances at a normal life

Soon enough my arm was just covered in deep bloody cuts, I rinsed my arm and bandaged up after fully bandaging my arm I pulled my sleeve down and went back to my room.

(Phils POV)

'I am starting to get worried, Tommy has barely left the shared room' I walk up stairs and headed over to the room once I enter I see Tommy laying down so I come and sit down next to him "Hey Toms.. can you please come downstairs and hang out with us, I'm worried about you bud." "Yeah sure fine" he says blankly. We both got up and went downstairs, Wil was teaching Tubbo how to play guitar so I don't have to worry about any conflict

Me and Tommy watched a few different shows together until he asked to go use the washroom. "Of course you don't need to ask" I say with a smile. While I wait I watch a few more episodes, it had been a while since he left I knew that because I already watched three episodes, which worries me so I went upstairs to the washroom when I open the door I see an empty pill bottle on the floor and Tommy laying beside it 'Fuck shit fuck' I dial 911/999 immediately and hold Tommy close 'Please don't die on me buddy, please' I started uncontrollable sobbing

(Time skip to when they made it to the hospital brought to you by a tired author) 

I was pacing down the hall 'I needed to get away from the boys Tubbo was torn apart he was a sobbing mess last time I saw and was being comforted by Wil and Techno..Techno's just a mess I know how much he loves them especially Tommy because he felt really connected to Tommy.''Why did I let him leave I knew he was in a fragile headspace I should have hid anything and everything that he could've harmed himself with, but in my defence I didn't know he would do this.' I was taken away from my thoughts when a nurse came up to me. "Hello sir, are you Tommy Simons caretaker?" "Yes, yes I am, is he okay?!" The nurse gives me a frown "he is in critical condition. We are unsure if he'll make it, I'm so sorry." 'I have to hold onto hope there is still a chance he'll make it right? Right!!' I say to myself "You can see him now if you want if he flat lines press the red button and I will be there as fast as possible." "Okay thank you, ma'am." I say that as I walk into Tommy's room.

'He looks so skinny the hospital gown shows every scar and...New cuts? Some scars looked self inflicted others looked like it was done by another person.. Poor kid' 

Do you think Tommy will make it? :) Also once again thank you so much for 68 reads ahhh you guys are awesome.

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