*Flowey's Pov*
After a few minutes frisk finished organizing some paperwork from the embassy and some calls as well as them smiling and humming randomly for some reason everytime they saw chara
They really are disgusting... But I guess it's better than seeing frisk crying everyday
I saw frisk and chara heading for the door, frisk was wearing a jumper while chara had some jeans and a sweater that looked similar to their normal green and yellow though this one looked a bit more... Presentable
"so... You guys are leaving now?" I asked whilst looking at both of them put on their shoes "Yes we are.. I'm sorry that I can't take you" frisk pat my head also moving me near the window "We'll be back before you know it!" Frisk gave a bright smile as they opened the door and walked outside, chara looking at me waving goodbye and sticking their tongue out before stepping out themselves "Bye you weed! Don't miss us too much~"
Chara closed the door finally leaving me alone
"Tch.. as if I would miss a loser like you!"
but in all honesty... I did feel a bit alone without their stupid selfs around even if it was just a few seconds they had been gone the place felt empty and weirdly quiet
I started looking outside of the window noticing some people walking by as well as monsters
Soon looking back down
"I'm glad frisk was able to free us all.."
The memories of back then started to flood my mind
Of how I wanted to take frisk's soul and ruin everything "I regret it.. I don't know why I wanted to end all of it.. why I wanted to ruin everything for frisk" guilt started to form inside of me "I was scared.. scared of them killing me again, scared of RESET and of everything repeating over and over again"
"I'm... I'm an awful monster" I could feel sadness and regret forming inside of me but I wasn't able to cry or show it at all, maybe that were the consequences of being a soulless monster.. "I can feel it.. I just.. I just can't? I.. I acknowledge the feeling.. but I don't feel it at all" it had always been like that
Frisk had tried to help multiple times even getting alphys involved which I thought would be a good idea and maybe I would be able to regain my soul and body again, Yet... I was greeted with the news that it was never gonna be possible to do something like that due to my body already being dust and my soul being gone
There was an other way that I could've earned a soul but it was rather fatal for me and the monster who would be willing to share a soul with me.. and having frisk already suffering due to the event after leaving the underground I just couldn't bear myself to risk it and hurt them even more
I'm glad chara came back because frisk is now happier than ever.. also because I missed them..Of course I would never say that to their face because they would spend forever teasing me about it but that's the truth, I did miss them and I don't hate them, It's actually far from the truth but I can't bring myself to tell them that I actually missed and care about them
I thought I had an entire life time to make things right with them again and be like before but looking at how things are now I think that won't be possible.. I wonder how frisk will react when they find out that chara won't be staying here with them forever and they're running out of time which means it could happen at any second..
It probably won't be a pleasant surprise and I'm guessing it will have a far worse reaction than last time chara faded away
I turned my head back to the window noticing the sun starting to set
"I wonder how much time I have to wait till those two come back.. I actually don't believe frisk, I doubt they'll come back quickly"
Yet... I don't mind it
It actually makes me relieved that they're both happy
Mostly chara.. since they haven't been this happy in such a long time.. also them having a great time while not having much time left here with frisk is a good thing
"Tch.... These idiots"
