Why'd you only call me when you're high?~Outerbanks

Chapter 10

After more talking about random things we all decide to go to bed I changed into pjs and layer down but I was far from sleeping.

JJ and I both lay facing away from each other. I stare at the random things I've seen dozen of time when I can't fall asleep.

Except this time I know JJ is awake thinking of the same thing I am.

"Haven" he whispers "Yeah?" "Are you awake?" "Yeah"

I hear him shift in the bed and face towards me I do the same.

"Do you wanna talk about it?" He asks "I don't know" I mumble "Do you think we should?" I ask "I don't know"

This is awkward and I hate it. JJ and I have never been awkward.

"Did you like it? I know we didn't get very far but did you like the idea of it?" He asks "If I didn't like the idea of it I wouldn't have let you kiss me J"

"I've always wanted to kiss you J, I hope you know that"

We sat there in silence for a minute.

Wow Haven what a great way to fuck things up. Congrats you stupid bitch.

"Then why didn't you?" I look at him confused "I always thought you weren't into me like that, I mean your with a different girl every weekend, to me it seemed like you were just screaming 'fuck you' at me" he sits up.

"Haven, come on dude" he huffs "Why do you think I mess around with so many girls Haven, it's because the one girl I actually wanna mess around with doesn't wanna mess around with me" he looks at me and I sit up.

"I never said I didn't wanna mess around with you J, if you asked you would be sitting on your hands and knees in a maids dress while I peg you by now" I tell him and he laughs.

"I not wearing a maids dress" he tells me while we both laugh. "Awww not even for me?" I place my hand over my heart.

"Maybe I'd consider it" he says getting closer and closer to me. "Really because I can find the perfect side for you" I smile at him as our faces are almost touching.

"Mmhm" he looks me up and down.

He grabs my chin and kisses me. My heart immediately starts fluttering.

He pushes me down on the bed and I quietly giggle in between kisses.

His hands roam up my shirt. While my hands are holding his face.

His lips move from mine to my neck and down to my collar bone again. His hands come up from under my shirt and he helps me take it off.

Then he continues to kiss down my body and back up again leaving a couple more hickeys.

I pull JJ's body closet to mine and start kissing his neck. Tracing his abs with one of my fingers.

JJ's hand travels to the tie on my shorts "Can I take these off?" He asks and I nod not being able to form words because I couldn't actually believe this was happening.

He takes a second to just stop on look at me, it made me feel oddly vulnerable, him just sitting there and staring at my near naked body.

I grab his face and pull it down to mine kissing him again. His hands tangle into my hair and this point I just want to beg for his touch.

But I don't have to one of JJ's hands slides from my hair to touching me through my underwear.

I buck my hips slightly and he chuckles "You doing ok?" He smirks "Don't patronize me shit face" I reply and he chuckles again.

He moves his head lower to give little pecks on my inner thigh. Which makes my absolutely swoon.

JJ comes back up and starts playing with the hem of my underwear.

I'm about to punch this little shit.

He can tell I'm getting annoyed. "JJ if you don't stop teasing me I'm going to slap the shit out of you" I look at him and he throws his hands up in defense "Geez no need to be so aggressive Haven" he smiles.

He pulls down my underwear and start rubbing circles on my clit. I quietly moan trying not to wake anyone up.

He keeps going for a bit but then he starts going faster and I moan again.

He slaps his other hand over my mouth "You need to keep quiet okay? We can't wake anyone else up" I nod and I cover my mouth with my own hands to try to keep quiet.

I'm in pure bliss as he continues to work my clit, I feel my stomach starting to tighten.

"JJ I'm close" I muster out then I cover my mouth so I can moan again.

My legs start shaking, my breath becomes rapid and I release.

JJ looks down at me "you ok?" He asks and I nod.

I silently get my clothes back on. I do feel bad for only receiving but I'm still processing what the fuck just happened.

He's just sitting there awkwardly waiting for me to lay down with him.

I lay down next to him and his arm drapes across my waist and we both fall asleep as if nothing happened.

A/n: Ok I'm so so so sorry if this is bad! This is my first time ever writing smut so yeah... anyways I'm on spring break rn so expect some more chapters shawties!!!!! <3