season 11 episode 6

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⚠just warning there is a trigger warning including cutting ⚠

Yns pov - the next day in the afternoon 

it was a pretty rainy day in LA everyone was just hanging out watching movies playing games and just having fun inside 

I was sat in my room in bed because i didnt feel very well from the morning but i couldnt help but keep the thought of what has happened yesterday this lead me to be super depressed that i couldnt bare to be in my room any more 

I got out of bed and ran to the bathroom i hurryed and scurried through my drawers and found a razer blade i sighed and breathed out before moving the razer blade towards my arm and cut it as my times i had disapointed everyone i had ever knew 

and on my left arm i cut it every time i thought of what tayler had done to me i ended up with cuts all the way up to my elbow 

I decided stop because both my arms where really painful i slammed it on the counter and looked up and my refection in the mirror and i started to cry what had i done 

My mind said to me thats i had to leave and i couldnt stay any longer i had to get away from him 

I cleaned of the blade and put it hiden away in the drawer then i changed into some better clothes because i had been in my pjs all day 

I didnt realise it was raining so i put some shorts and a crop top and snuck downstairs and snuck out the house i sneaked out the gate and realised it was raining i couldnt turn back now so i continued i ran out of sight of the house 

I had no idea where i was or how to get back but at this moment i really didnt care the rain started to get harder and harder 

i filmed a tiktok in the rain with a caption of 

@ynlopez 

isnt  the rain just so calming like if you agree 

💖4m 

💬 0 

But i turned my comments off

I guess 4 millon people liked the rain 

Charlis pov 

me and nick were chilling in the living room we sat on the couch he had his arm round me and i had my head on his chest watching tiktok 

Thats when yn arrived on my fyp 

I went to scroll because i do that as a joke then nick scrolled back up 

Nick: isnt that yn 

Charli: yea look at the username and she verified and that was posted 11 seconds ago 

Nick: that means shes not here she looks pretty upset and she has a rash on her arms we better tell ondre and tony about this 

Charli: omg your right tony ondreaz come here 

They came running up the stairs 

Tony: whats wrong 

Charli: its yn 

Ondre: yea we know shes not talked to us all day either ill go see her now 

Nick: ondres she not here 

Ondre: what do you mean its literary   raining outside 

We showed them the video 

Tony: omg come on bro we need to go and find her 

Charli: please keep in touch 

Ondre: we will come on bro 

Nick: good luck 

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