GUARD | Billie Eilish

patience

"i've never experienced something like that before" Robyn gave a faint smile as she drove

"it was beautiful" i said thinking back about how the dolphins swam so peacefully together

"thought you were afraid of the ocean" Robyn smirked

"oh so you've been looking me up now huh?" I teased

"i uh" she blushed quickly looking away

That's a sight I could get used to seeing. For someone who acts so tough, it's even cuter seeing her blush, i'm surprised I even made her blush. Well, maybe it was a sort of embarrassment blush as she literally baited herself as i've only said that fear in an interview, meaning, she's watched it. But whatever, it's still a blush.

"i still don't know anything about you"

"hm ain't that the fun part? the not knowing?" she bit her bottom lip "and besides, fuck should I tell you for" she then said bluntly

Ah here we go again, I really thought I was getting somewhere there, but then again, this is Robyn I'm talking about.

She's trouble, chaos really if you think about it, but fuck, that smile. That smile really tests me, i'm weak for it. And she knows, of course she knows. Everything about her is daring me to fall in love.

Robyn reminds me of snow, beautiful at first. Someone who looks soft and cute, but that's far from reality. Maybe there is a soft side somewhere deep within, but for now, she's cold and heartless to touch, like snow. But soon enough snow will melt, and I'm hoping, praying even, that her walls will fall down with it.

So I will wait.