Y/n POV
I was sitting on bed controlling myself after my second meltdown this week. I wish I could be different, I wish I couldn't feel this void.
M: Y/n
I hear my brother as I glance up at the door
Y/n: Hey
I answer with my cracked voice
M: Dad told me he was a little concerned you looked upset it everything okay
He says as I nod, I don't do well with heartbreak one things about me is even though I'm strong I tend to be sensitive and that's why I avoid being with someone until they fully can commit but for Nick I didn't feel like I just didn't wanna think I wanted him
Y/n: Yeah I was I better now
I say as he walks over sitting me next to me on the bed
M: What happened
He asks as I gulp and glance at him my eyes were still puffy
Y/n: I was um sad about something and I just don't wanna thing about
I say looking down in my lap as a tear falls into my lap, he lightly rubs my back as I hear footsteps coming to my door as I look to see Brandon I wipe my tears looking again as I see him by the doorway.
B: Y/n
I hear as I sniff
Y/n: Brandon when did you get back
I say as the smiles walking. Brandon and I have been best friends since elementary school. Recently he went to a school in LA for music production but I guess he's back now. I'm happy he's here but I feel bittersweet. Man, I didn't want him to see me like this vulnerable
M: Oh hey B
Marco says as he nods looking at me
B: Hey dude is everything okay
He asks as I see Marco shrugging
M: Hey Y/n, I have to go get Lelia from the cafe and then we have an appointment with the doctor but I'll be back okay, then we can talk
He says as I smile nodding, he walks out as I glance at Brandon
B: Can I come inside
He asks as I glance at him nodding, he walks closer sitting next to me on the bed I could feel his knee touching mine
B: So I leave for 3 months and come back to see you crying
He asks lightly as I was looking in my lap, he pats my hand lightly wanting me to glance at him
Y/n: Actually no...its a long story
I say as he nods I then look at him, I bet my mascara had run all over my eyes
B: So can I ask what it is, cause I care and I'm concerned
He says as I feel water in my lash line
Y/n: Its a guy he um-
I sniff as I cry lightly man I'm such a fool why am I so sad, I feel Brandon wrap his arms around me as my head goes to chest, he rubs my back as I slightly silently cry
B: It's okay let it out, its alright, he doesn't deserve you to waste your tears in him
He says as I look up into eyes, he wipes my tears with his thumb, I feel so back my best friend comes back and sees that I'm sad
B: Who hurt you, tell me so I can put them in check
He asks as I shake my head
B: I won't hurt you come on you can trust me
He says as look into his eyes
Y/n: He noticed my cracks but couldn't recognize the pain. I was nothing to him but a pebble on the side that could be used and I was stupid enough to think and care for it being real when it wasn't
I explain as he tightens his grip around me
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Brandon POV
I smile looking at her as she was laying on bed peacefully eyes closed, she so amazing, strong but I've always know she a bit sensitive and she doesn't like it when people see her vulnerability. I wonder who did this, I mean this person really left an impression on her feelings. I brush my hand lightly moving her hair from her face as I hear a knock on the door it was a pretty silent. I wonder who it is I walk towards the door.
Opening it I see Nick, I raise my eyebrow and he does the same both of us wondering why each of us is here. I walk out as he fixes his coat
B: Hey Nick
I say as he at first seems confused and then smiles
N: Brandon when did you get back
He asks lightly
B: Well yesterday I actually came to see Y/n, but what are you doing here
I ask as he nods and chuckles lightly
N: I was just going to ask you the same thing
He says as I nod wondering what he really wanted, I mean I could feel some tension between him, he seemed concerned and what I know with Y/n texting me she was working in the office with him, what if it was him that she's sad about. I mean she said she doesn't wanna work in the office maybe because of him. I mean I feel they were close and then Emma and their relationship...huh I wonder what happened
B: Oh I was with Y/n she was upset..very upset
I say to see his expression he becomes a little alert and tense. This soft feature coming onto his face as if he was concerned
N: Really is she okay...can I talk to her
He asks coming closer as I block his way as refuse
B: No I don't think she wants to see anyone right now and plus she just went to sleep and I don't need her to be disturbed
I say as he nods
N: Okay
He answers he seemed guilty for something
B: Anyways where's your girlfriend?
I ask making him raise his eyebrow
N: Who?
He heard he straight, he acting oblivious
B: Emma?
I say as he nods
N: Oh..yeah I was just here to see her
He says as I nod
B: then why did you knock on Y/n's door
I ask as starts turning red under interrogation
N: Just something about work
He answers as I nod
B: Anyways I think Marco's back so I'm gonna head down
I say as he nods and Emma walks out of the room, smiling when she see's Nick wrapping her arms around him she pecks his cheek and they walk over towards the stairs and I do the same.
I see Macro back as he walks closer towards me as his wife Leila walks over to bed
M: So how is she
He asks as I nod
B: Good, she ate and then went to sleep
I answer as he nods
M: Did she tell you want happened
I states as I could tell Nick was trying to listen
B: Well she said she's having a hard time working because she distracted and she wants to focus on her classes but maybe its someone who did something she trying to avoid for now
I says as I glance Nick and he does the same to me just raising my suspicions
M: Ok well whatever makes her happy
Marco adds as I smile
