Y/n POV
I drive over the side entering the street as I sigh, I then park my car on the driveway grabbing my bag and textbook walking inside the house. I unlock the door take a few steps up to the main foyer.
The house feels like no one is here, I walk over to the staircase getting up towards my room. I sigh thinking of the words spit out of Emma the other day. After that day it's been 2 and I haven't really talked to anyone but Lelia. I told everything that happened and although she says she's still roots for Nick and I.
Which at times feels absurd she also like me believes its time to move on and let it be. There is more self respect I need then ruining someones family. That kid deserves to have both parents.
I put my books to the side and bag on the side of the chair as I look in the mirror sighing, I bite my lip lightly then decide I should get a snack and see if Lelia's home maybe we could go shopping and get my mind off everything and cheer up.
I open the door and see Nick coming this way and I immediately close the door knowing he saw me. I press back again the door so he doesn't try opening it. My heart beats fast I really didn't wanna be seen next to him and be called those horrid words again.
N: Y/n come open the door
He says ask shake my head to myself
Y/n: No Nick I can't I'm sorry
I say as I hear him sigh I feel like his head was placed on the door as I turn around so I could hear better
N: Please
He says as I sigh, I just can't not listen so I open the door meeting his eyes lightly I look around to see if Emma is there or not as I start feeling emotional
N: Hey
He says as I just look at him
Y/n: Hi
I reply lightly as he steps closer but I step back, he gives a face of confusion as I shake my head
N: Y/n please-
Y/n: Nick look you have to understand that this can't work, everything Emma said tho it was painful it was true. I can't be a home wrecker. I can't be the one taking a parent away from their kid and your having a kid. Although your hard to resit I have to let you go
I explain as he sighs looking into my eyes he seemed disappointed
N: But I love you
He says as I feel my heartbreaking
Y/n: If you love me you can set me free as I will do the same
I say feeling tears filling my eyes
N: Please Y/n don't do this to me, I love you
He says he I wipe the tear fell onto my cheek as his eyes were teary
Y/n: I feel the same, but I have to go
I say as he I walk away before it gets more painful, running down the stairs water streaming down my face I know it was for the best because if its meant to be it'll happen.
*
I was standing on the balcony looking out the the beautiful view and the ocean seen a couple houses down, I feel the breeze calming me
B: Enjoying the breeze or just thinking?
I hear Brandon as I turn around and glance at him he smiles as I do the same lightly
Y/n: hey B
I reply as he walks closer grabbing my hand
B: Hey beautiful
He adds as I smile but still feel the need to tell him something
B: How are you?
He questions as I look down then back at him
Y/n: I'm good
I reply smiling simply
B: And how was the baby shower
He asks as I chuckle
Y/n: Other then being called a bitc*h, slu*t and home wrecker it was great oh and Nick and Emma are engaged
I state as he raises his eyebrow then makes a really face
B: What? Who called you all these things
He asks as I sigh
Y/n: Who do you think
I reply as he pulls me closer trying to comfort me
B: Wow, I'm sorry
He says as I shake my head
Y/n: No need to apologize
I say as I was hurt I didn't even do anything wrong
B: I wish I was there I couldn't said something
He says as I shake my head, all thanks but I don't need saving
Y/n: Thank you but there was nothing you could do she wasn't wrong but they way she said it just hurt. I mean I wasn't doing anything wrong and I understand that a child needs there family and I believe that
I say as he grabs both my shoulders pulling me closer towards him as I look into his eyes
B: Maybe I could help you feel better
He says as I gulp I don't really think anything he did would make kms feel better I mean he's my friend and I don't wanna hurt him. He leans in and before I could stop him he kisses me and with a light peck back I can't help but think of Nick feel as tho I'm kissing him.
I immediately pull back making Brandon give me a confused face
Y/n: I'm sorry I can't do this
I say as he raises his eyebrow
B: What, why? Did I do something wrong
He asks as I shake my head
Y/n: no and that's the thing your so sweet that I don't wanna hurt you. Look Brandon I don't think I'm fully over Nick and I know you meant get annoyed but I don't want to be stuck in between not hurting you and my true. I just need some time to recollect myself and regroup my feelings because your so amazing you don't deserve to be hurt please understand
I say as he nods
B: Y/n relax, he grabs my hand
I smile at his sincerity
B: I totally understand and if a friend is what you need then a friend is what you'll get
He says as I smile lightly hugging him
Y/n: Thank you for understanding I just didn't want you to get those feelings that hurt to be broken
I say as he nod
B: It's all good
He answers as I smile
B: But you have to prove your over, and for that I have just the plan
He adds as I listen to what he has to say
Y/n: Go on
I reply simply
B: This can help you with getting over him and everyone to know your not what Emma says, cause your not
