❝ how could i hate him?
he's such an angel
but then again,
kinda wish
he were
dead. ❞ ー pjm
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where park jimin pens down the love story of his crush (jungkook) and his really pretty lover (taehyung).
[ 13 Oct 2020 - 6 June 20...
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at this point i was well aware that i was in the wrong and that things had gone too far the trigger had been pressed but i still stood my grounds what else do i do now because apart from you i have none why did i even say it in the first place now i'm afraid i might have to take this guilt to my grave he's never tried to take me away from you, jimin you've been distancing yourself all along go on, you're not wrong he never tried replacing you nor that i would have let him anyhow he was just there to hold me whenever you wouldn't be around i should have known that i wasn't the only one alone he considers you a friend and he understands how you'd always be someone really close to me i simply can't believe i don't blame you jungkook heather's always been an angel but i guess i didn't just want to believe that i'm sorry for hurting your feelings but by disrespecting him you've hurt me too i'll give you all the time and space you need before i decide to come back and talk to you these were your last words you seemed more hurt than mad
i wish i had not been that harsh i wish my words had been subtle now my knees feel like giving up i'm left alone amidst my own rubble.
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Trust me, it's equally hard to write as it is to read. My emotions go on such a rollercoaster when I'm penning this down. But it'll be worth it, hold on please.
