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after the mental breakdown

after the mental breakdownthe next dayi went to schoolwith a smile on my facei was ready to give it a shoti was readyto try to accept the realitythat jungkook will no longershare routes with metalk to meas much as he used tothat hewill not tell me...

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after the mental breakdown
the next day
i went to school
with a smile on my face
i was ready to give it a shot
i was ready
to try to accept the reality
that jungkook will no longer
share routes with me
talk to me
as much as he used to
that he
will not tell me every detail
of his life the way
he used to
that he will now
kiss heather
to make it better
i was ready for it all
surprisingly he came along
as i was heading for school
as though every thing was just the same
or maybe it was a routine
he didn't just wanna change
i gave him the smile
that i had saved
during recess
i was determined to give myself a break
i ate in peace
i tried not to be bothered
by anything
but then
i saw him with his love
heather
was draped in his sweater
suddenly the memories
of the third of december
came flashing by
'take this sweater silly, you're shivering'
it was him who said it to me
now he's draping this stupid piece
of cloth on someone else's skin
a sudden wrath
emerged from within me
but how could i forget
that i am so weak
my rage just like always
exits from my eyes
and as i see tears forming by
i quickly rush over
to the bathroom
and cry

no matter how bad
i fucking try
there's nothing i can do
he just walks by
while i die.

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