ー missed you home
today i missed school
and i missed you home
partially because i was sick
but mainly
because i was scared today is the day
you'd make me meet heather
but then again
the entire day
i couldn't help but think how
you must have spent your time with him
did you hold hands?
did you laugh more?
did you perhaps kiss?
please don't tell me if you did
i wish i'd stopped you
when you told me you'd stay
to look after me today
but i let you go
now that you've come back home
you tell me how you missed me at school
but that you're grateful
that he was around
what am i supposed
to make out of this?
is he a replacement of mine?
a perfect duplication just a million
times better?
that if i wasn't around
you'd go to him?
but then again it was my fault
i should have known
i still don't know what goes on
between you two
because it isn't anything
to do with me
i am not your boyfriend of course
so why would you tell me?
i am still thinking
i should skip tomorrow as well
because somehow
i'm not liking school anymore
but i want to be around you
i want to steal you away from him
because you were mine first
he came second
why is he even in the queue
why am i in a competition with him
there's no way
you'd ever choose me
i don't see any lies there
but then i question myselfwould i have chosen you
if i met him first?-
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Heather | tk ✔
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