❝ how could i hate him?
he's such an angel
but then again,
kinda wish
he were
dead. ❞ ー pjm
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where park jimin pens down the love story of his crush (jungkook) and his really pretty lover (taehyung).
[ 13 Oct 2020 - 6 June 20...
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i was outside the house of the friend who i owed the first apology to i hadn't told him yet why the sudden rendezvous but all i remember was my heart pounding like hell i knocked on the door and he opened in no time inviting me in like the old times he was happy to see me and so was i but i couldn't just let my emotions defy my actions anymore we talked a bit but he could see it all something's up isn't it? please let me know i fell silent for a minute before i couldn't be silent anymore i am here to apologize something i should have done ages ago and don't say i don't need to it's inevitable to the core i could see how he'd let go of it already but respectfully he let me continue i wasn't in my senses when it all took place i thought it was love but it was a mere mistake i was just too scared to be lonely that i didn't care about your feelings and tried to control your life it was so selfish of me i realize but i feel it's too late to apologize i still feel like i'd ruined our friendship a little bit atleast and even that thought has kept me awoke i managed to spout these words as an excuse of an apology what he deserves is much more i wish i could see his reactions but my eyes were glued to the floor i was ashamed and sulking but it wasn't much longer when i felt warmth spread across my body just to see him hug me once more you're so precious to me jimin there was no way i would've let our friendship get ruined i understand your emotions and they justify your previous actions but just know i have long forgiven you because i love you so much you've been a really close friend of mine and i am never letting you go his voice melted like butter and spread warmth in my heart i wish i could refrain myself from crying on his shoulder but i couldn't and he just let me be i was happy happy to know that he still was the same to me that we were still besties he still loved me the way he did before i kept muttering a series of sorrys as he let me sob into his shoulder somewhat i felt bolder than what i was before i was amazed at his kindness his love, therefore i promised him to never make such a mistake again not that he cared at all but we hugged it out and i left his place feeling much more assured
