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ーfighting demons

since theni've been on an unseen missionfighting demons that liewithin memy head hurtsfrom all the negativitythat still lays beneathi want to give it alli have always been scaredto be happybecause everything comeswith a priceand happinessis not an...

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since then
i've been on an unseen mission
fighting demons that lie
within me
my head hurts
from all the negativity
that still lays beneath
i want to give it all
i have always been scared
to be happy
because everything comes
with a price
and happiness
is not an exception
i am scared to be happy for long
i am scared to be happy at all
and wait for something to go wrong
i want to keep savouring
happiness every single day
i don't want to taste
the foul taste of sadness again
which seems kind of impossible
because now i have
sugar along with me
he makes me happy
anyway
and so do heather and jungkook
but i wanna make sure
they feel the same
about me too
i want to take the responsibility
of making them happy too
but then again
i look myself in the mirror
and it all seems crumbling down

i don't think i can do it
i don't think i can make them happy
the way they all make me.

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