I'm cleaning his room. and find some poems. I guess.
"Build from lies
I thought some people ware me made for loving us
But now I know those are Just stupid Desires
So maybe i'm beginniging to understand the world
And IT is full of liars
My father said to me "be a good boy"
I'm sorry dad, I don't think that is what you would call me now
But if I mention that you say "I know"
So i'm not the only liar here today
Do I have to say sorry for being me
Do I have to apologise for following the path I think is the best
Do I have to be ashamed for my hearts Desire
Do you think I van choose
Do you think I'm in control
Do I have to be sorry for myself
Then tell me, tell me why
Now you lie to me again, that has passed
"You can still be my boy"
"Mom that was in the past"
Think about what I am now
At least in your eyes
I don't have to say sorry for being me
I don't have to apoligise for following the path i think is the best
I don't have to be ashamed for my hearts Desire
I don't think I can choose
I don't think I'm in control
Do I have to be sorry for myself
Because you want me to
I'm Just gonna wait till you understand
I don't have to say sorry for being me
I don't have to apoligise for following the path I think is the best
I don't have to be ashamed for my hearts Desire
And I'm okay with waiting
Just please don't lie to me
Because it tears me apart more than the anger in you eyes.
So please be honest
Don't tell me your story build from lies
Dorian Gray
"You said you would never leave
And as you're brother I believed
You said you would always tell me
What to do
Cause I believed in you in me
Didn't think that you would Just walk away
Cause we sang and danced and played pretend
But now all I see
Is you're dead body
Lying next to me
My eyes water the second one is just how I feel right now. I'm too sad to be mad at him but if I wouldn't be sad I would beat the crap out of him. My phone rings, it's the hosptal. "he's awake" I jump of the bed and grab my bag, I'm going to lecture him till his death.
hi everybody, the poems are actually lyrics to two songs I wrote. so yay
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Fanfictionwhat if Dorian gray stayed pure and innocent by heart. What if it was a gift not a curse what if it was from god I get up another, another chance. I try to smile but my face doesn't want to. I splash water in my face. I look at myself. Didn't age a...
